Revved up for the Weekend
Master has plans for lots of service and sex and debauchery for this weekend. I’m feeling better about my body and my arousal is slowly climbing. I’ve been in such a funk lately I feel so bad that he’s had to put up with me. I’ve not been sexual, I’ve not been needy and he’s been left frustrated.
Analyzing why I’ve been this way lately is just silly. I’ve noticed in looking back through my blog that I have these bouts about every 6 months or so where I spend weeks just very platonic. It can’t be normal, but for me it just is.
I’d like to get back to the insatiable sex filled nights and passionate days that we had during the honeymoon period. I would love to relive it. We explored and tried everything. I was more energetic and just hot.
I want Master just as badly, if not more so since I know what he’s capable with my body and my mind. He’s the best thing I ever had.
Master has shared his plans for fun and I can’t wait to get started.
Friday’s are always hard though. I’ve had a long week, I need a nap (but rarely get it) and just don’t have the sexual energy. I’m going to recharge now and we’ll see how I do for play tonight.
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Luna, have you ever considered that you might be asexual? I am, myself, asexual - but that doesn’t mean I don’t have sex, just that I don’t ever really want to have sex. I have 0 sexual desire almost all of the time, but my b/f is very sexual, so we have sex on something of a schedule. It gives me time to mentally prepare for it, and he doesn’t pester me about it, which gives him time to really anticipate it and makes it better for him. If you want more information on asexuality, check out the Asexuality Visibility and Education Network (AVEN) at http://asexuality.org
Master just satisfies me so utterly and completely, body and soul, each and every time that we make love, that I don’t need or want it again for a few days. I feel like someone who’s just gorged themselves on a smorgasbord of their favorite foods — I still love those foods, but I don’t want anymore right now.
Master’s different… once he’s gorged himself, he wants to go right back and do it again! It’s sort of like I’m feline, and he’s canine. I know, I know, it sounds so cliched, but there it is!
LadyPoetess>> I am not asexual. I’m a very sexual person and that is way I feel off when things go platonic for me. I am normally a hyper-sexual being and am finding this lack of sexual interest very troubling. Thanks for the free analysis though!