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Reliving Childhood

When I was 13 I listened to New Kids all the time. I was a hard core fan. I had the sheets set, my 4 walls were covered in posters, magazine pictures and a great big wall tarp with their images emblazoned on it. (I might still have that in my keepsake box.) Today they sang again on stage after 15 years apart. I am a happy girl. I’m silly and giddy, smiling and thinking fantastic things about how innocent my childhood was then. Master said he’s going to get tired of the New Kids really fast. Hopefully I can get a mp3 player and add all the NKOTB songs I want and he’ll just watch me sing them in silence.

Their new single is pretty good and I can’t wait for their album to be released so that I can hear how well they work together after so long. Is anyone else as excited as I am?

My carpal tunnel flared up this week and so I’ve had to put off giving Master oral sex all week and I’ve actually been in the mood! The pain has been so bad that I’ve wanted to not allow anyone or anything touch me. The pain meds have helped and the anti-inflammatory meds are working. He’s anxious for when my wrists heal enough for me to do him right and I’d love for that to be tonight. We’ll have to see where the evening takes me.

–luna

10:17pm May 16th, 2008 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life |

New Kids on the Today Show!

1:26pm May 16th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Thursday Question #34: Getting Too Old for BDSM

Every week there will be a BDSM question posed to readers here at luna’s Journey. Feel free to answer it as candidly as you’d like. If you’d like to participate in the discussion please leave a comment on this post, send me an email or post the response on your own blog!

Is there an age where you should consider retiring from BDSM activities? Is there an age that you shouldn’t play at public events any more? Can you get too old for the Lifestyle?

12:00am May 15th, 2008 | 7 Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

Weight Loss Report for 5-14-08

As an incentive to see how I’m doing I’ve readded a ticker to my sidebar. You can watch how I progress to my goal for Shibaricon next year. I hope to be 50 lbs+ lighter by then. Here’s to good progress and positive results!

I’ve been exercising as scheduled with Master’s help. The access to the computer is probably having a huge impact on it. No exercise, no computer. Simple as that. I’ve been doing Walk Away The Pounds. I have a few of the workouts and the one I’m tackling now is the 4 mile express super challenge. I can do 2 miles (30 mins). I’d like to move it up to 3 miles next week. We’ll have to see. I’m feeling less exhausted after the workout and sweating more. Hopefully the scale will start to show a change soon.

Eating has been good. I bought healthy food to eat and guess what? I’m eating it! The catch is that Master is too! Yay! He’s going to be trim and sexier before I am but the bonus will be that I won’t be far behind. We will be one hot couple!

Several times I have started separate weight loss journals without success. I really don’t know why I felt the need to separate it from my life here. Everything else of my life is mixed in so taking parts out was actually really difficult.

–luna

No scale progress to report yet.

Pounds lost since last week: 0

Pounds to lose by Shibaricon 2009: 50

3:10pm May 14th, 2008 | 3 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

NKOTB’s First Single in Reunion: “Summertime”

Yay, it’s out and I have it! Enjoy the first single from NKOTB since they got back together!

[ More ] 8:25pm May 13th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Cock Worship

Master has a beautiful cock. I love just looking at it. He is generally okay with my analysis when I like to stroke the veins, play with the triangular patch of skin of his ball sack until it wrinkles and I love watching it grow and move. I could spend hours transfixed at his crotch [...]

[ More ] 1:53pm May 12th, 2008 | 3 Comments | Posted in Sexual Expression |

Serving to Serve vs. Serving for Pleasure

Serving to serve is one form of service I provide my Master. Somehow I’ve compartmentalized it from service for pleasure. It could just be my way of providing more service to him in different ways.
An example of service to serve is when I’m not in the mood for a blow job but I know he [...]

[ More ] 1:19pm May 9th, 2008 | 4 Comments | Posted in Behavior, Submission |

Master the Drill Sergeant

Last week I wrote about my issues with exercise and dieting in general. After that post Master spoke to me about how he doesn’t like the depression I get into when I don’t do well with my diet. It was a difficult discussion for me because I knew that if I asked him to take [...]

[ More ] 1:25pm May 7th, 2008 | 5 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Sex Survey #3

1. Sex in the Morning or Sex at Night?
I love morning sex but we only get it on weekends.
2. Better Sex Music: Sade or Marvin Gaye?
Neither, I like Godsmack, NIN and Guns and Roses for sex.

3. Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Video?
I have to choose? I love both!

4. Fabulous Sex With: Dr. Doug [...]

[ More ] 12:00pm May 6th, 2008 | 1 Comment | Posted in Just Sex |

Processing Pain and Being a Masochist

Being that I’m a masochist, I love pain. I’ve never really thought about it or analyzed what that means really, but reading other people’s blogs has always helped me see that saying I’m masochist is just another huge personal term in BDSM as a whole. So, to think it though, this is what being a [...]

[ More ] 7:26pm May 5th, 2008 | 3 Comments | Posted in Mental Growth |

Protected: Letter to Master 5-4-08

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[ More ] 7:17pm May 4th, 2008 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Submission Training

I’ve just finished Kushiel’s Justice which if you have read the Kushiel’s Legacy Series you will want to pick this up. I’ve been waiting for 5 months for it come out in paperback and the day finally came. I love it and was doubly excited to see that there is a finally book coming soon [...]

[ More ] 11:49am May 2nd, 2008 | 5 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Hanging onto the Diet Wagon by a Dream

So, my good intentions from last week’s weigh in didn’t go well. I haven’t done any exercise even though I get reminders in my mailbox every single day. I just end up deleting them after the day is up, knowing another is coming. I’m trying to figure out how to exercise at work other than [...]

[ More ] 7:09am May 1st, 2008 | 4 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Thursday Question #33: Forcing Your Partner

[ More ] 12:00am May 1st, 2008 | 5 Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

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I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master. Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person. This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.

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