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I hate bad news, but I’ve got some sitting in my back pocket that I’ve postponed sharing with you all. Master and I will not be going to Shibaricon. We just couldn’t come up with all the funds we need. I’m still down about and hopefully we can start saving early to attend next year. [...]

Sometimes when you are itching for some play it’s a very specific type of play that you want. In our relationship I’m free to ask for what I want, but Master does not have to comply. Today I asked Master for some helpless fuck whore time. I wanted to be bound so that I couldn’t [...]

Behavior

Be in bed before 11:30pm every day.
Write in my blog every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.
Write a personal letter to Master every Sunday.
Complete one assigned essay each week or as requested.
Hold doors open for Master in the approved manner. Opening a pull door and waiting outside for Master to enter. Opening a push door and standing [...]

There is nothing more powerful than sex after a draught. In this case a draught caused by dear Red Plague. Last night Master and I had some of the most mind blowing sex we’ve had in a long time, and that’s really saying something because we rarely have anything less than great sex. We [...]

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

There are tasks I just really don’t like. When Master assigns them but doesn’t give a time frame for completion they sit… and sit… and sit. I can’t wrap my head around the truth of the matter. Master requested that I do something for his pleasure, not mine. This is becoming the case with the [...]

Master would like to use my ass whenever he wants. He also has a plan to have me wear butt plugs on a regular basis to remind me of my place and prepare me for more frequent anal sex and play. A butt plug will allow me to relax better, faster, easier when he wishes [...]

Yesterday was my one year anniversary of being collared. We hadn’t even noticed it until I saw the post in my memories sidebar area. I can’t believe a year has gone by. It feels like only a few months ago that he wrapped that piece of leather around my neck and I asked if I [...]

On my way home from work today I was thinking about how far I’ve come since I was collared in February.  I’m amazed at how comfortable I’ve become with my role. I’m more accepting of Master’s rules and his control over me. I don’t fight quite so much. My sexual submission has come leaps and [...]

I’m instantly grumpy when Master asks me to wear a butt plug for awhile. I really hate wearing butt plugs just because. I’m fine with them during scene or during sex but just hate they way the feel when they are just sitting there, invading me. Making me feel icky and like I need to [...]

I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the past few days, I’ve not been sleeping well and I’ve not been able to server Master as he would wish me to. I’m hoping that this is related to my depressive state, the weather or my current workload. I don’t want to be sick! I’ve had [...]

Let me start off with a diet week in review since I didn’t do that yesterday. This is week 5 if you are keeping track and I’m way off the diet trail. I weighed in at 315 today. That’s back to the starting point again. I have a few reasons for this and I can [...]

… the more I have to do. I just never seem to catch up on what I plan on doing and the actual time I have available to do these things. I keep pushing them onto the next day and the next like I’ll miraculously have tons of time one day to do it all.
Yesterday [...]

Middle of the week and I don’t have anything to talk about.
I’ve been busy with work and website work. Not a lot of sexual appetite and Master is suffering, sort of. He’s playing a lot of games and while it’s not hard to get his attention; I’ve not bothered him really. He works so hard [...]

I’m back to work today. I’m fighting the desire to sleep since I messed with my sleep cycle during vacation. I’m wearing the butt plug for training, I have the nipple clamps to endure as well. I do this so that Master is appeased and so that I can learn to get used to what [...]

The nipple clamp training is going nowhere. I can’t get past 5 minutes. Master tried to lift the ring in the middle today and I about panicked. This isn’t fair. I want to please him and I want to be able to take more pain, especially in the nipples where he seems to get the [...]

In this lifestyle theres one thing that is very common. That would be training. Everything from slave positions, behavior, to butt plug training, so i wanted to give you some great sites to look at and explore some great training.
Slave Positions: a good slave will take the time to learn all the slave positions. I [...]

I’ve been bit with Pottermania and it’s affecting our relationship. Master read the book first and I know he’s dying to talk about it. He keeps tossing these clues out and I keep trying to ignore them. I’m halfway through the book. It’s great, it’s dark. Superb.
I have just 5 days until Blogathon and I’ve [...]

Master has agreed to let me come up with writing assignment topics for my weekly assignments on my rules list. I’ve started a mental list and will make an actual list this weekend probably. Of course I’m going to be able to come up with some, but I think that those that read my blog [...]

The amazing thing about today is that I expected it to be miserable. Something about expectations… they tend to come true. I had my root canal completed today by 10:30am. I got to work to find that the entire network was down, printers weren’t printing and I didn’t have access to any of my files [...]