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I hate butt plug training. It’s such a turn off. He reminds me and it just gets me down. Like this evening I was really looking forward to sex since I felt better than this weekend and then he reminds me I have to put this damn rubber thing in my ass. I’m grumpy now, [...]

Dear Master,
Anal sex tonight. Yes we will get there. I promised you on Saturday and my body was not agreeable. But today I’m ready and my body is agreeing. I like anal sex you know. No matter how much I sulk and groan about butt plug training I do enjoy when you use me anally. [...]

In an effort to be productive I have worked on The Iron Gate this morning. Just some basic maintenance stuff like adding descriptions to essays and links to hopefully make them more useful to users. I’ve got plans to work on the admin section a bit so that updating the site is a bit easier [...]

I sit here in a countdown. As I’ve shared; I’m in some form of butt plug training, however without an appropriate butt plug that stays in place it’s quite a challenge. My ass muscles are playing ‘ins and outs’ with my plug in a never ending effort for comfort. I have 30 mins. I’m very [...]

I’ve been flying through books this year and I’m only in the 3rd month. Just one more book of the Vampire Chronicles and I can move on to the Kushiel’s Dart Series I bought myself over Christmas. Maybe then I’ll read Harry Potter again before the last one is released. It’s amazing how much I [...]

It’s been awhile since I posted a Letter to Master…. I still write them every Sunday. They have been disappointing to say the least. Hopefully, not any longer.
Dated 2-25-07
Dear Master,
I’ve been thinking about this letter all week. I hated that my recent letters have been lacking. There is so much that has changed in our [...]

Well, it’s not what I hoped for but there is some good in people that is so touching. I have an acquaintance at work; the person who covers my job if I’m not there. She came and picked me up Monday and yesterday while my job was in the shop. I was able to work [...]

Ok, so I have to wear a butt plug every other day for a set amount of time. No big deal right? Right.
Anyone have any tips on how to keep the darn thing IN ? I stand up and out it comes, like my muscles just accept it and relax completely. Ugh. It’s great for [...]

It’s been a change to say the least! I am constantly aware of things I need to do before bed or I could get into some serious cane time (not good). I am almost always watchful for what Master may need or desire. Things may come together well.
We also attempted a small play session. The [...]

So…
It’s been one month since I set my resolutions. How am I doing you wonder? I’ve got the update. It’s not that great really, but there’s always progress to be made, ya know?
The Personal Growth resolutions:

Brushing my teeth isn’t going well. I do about twice a week *sigh* How gross I know. This month I [...]

Since Saturday I have felt like I am living a different life. I’d like to attribute it to the newness of my reinstated collar, the preparation for new rules and behaviors and the very close decision of full time employment with my current employer. I’m really being a good girl I think. Master said the [...]

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

Dated: 10-15-06
Dear Master,
Ya know, today is my brother’s birthday. This is the brother I don’t really talk about but he is 29 today. Last I heard he was in prison for some type of assault. It’s not surprising. I’ve not seen him since I was 16.
I like to think that I turned out the best [...]