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Snagged from Journey to the Darkside
The first time I heard about sex, I thought it was…the coolest thing ever! From when I was 5 I tried to get more information, I experimented with the neighbor across the street (we didn’t know he had to have a hard dick to make it work). Uh-huh.
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domestic -

of or pertaining to the home, the household, household affairs, or the family: domestic pleasures.
devoted to home life or household affairs.

We all have a home to live in; be it an apartment, house, mobile home, condo or mansion. We all have to do some housework to maintain that home. I admit that I do [...]

I’ve not been feeling quite myself lately. I went to bed at 7pm last night, without dinner and slept albeit fitfully for the entire night. I’ve been having problems sleeping I’ve noticed but can’t pin down a source to my frequent waking at night. It’s never enough for me to get out of bed [...]

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

I’ve come to the understanding that I am a blog addict. Master mentions all the time that I am constantly reading blogs. With ease I have them all in my RSS reader so that I don’t have to click the 50+ links on my sidebar everyday. The new information comes to me. Now most of [...]

My domestic goals are short and sweet.

Do not go to bed with dirty dishes piled in the sink. Dishes are to be washed before bedtime.
Pick up all rooms on a daily basis so that weekend cleaning does not take hours.
Make the bed daily when I get home from work.
Prepare more meals that left overs can [...]

Tomorrow it was going to be just Master and I and a huge turkey breast with all the fixings. Now, at the last moment we will be hosting our good friends from the South, Selena and her husband. They will be in town visiting their family for dinner but wanted to come visit us after. [...]

I’ve looked back through the archives lately and notice a trend. I’ve been working on some sexual training for near on 6 months! From blow jobs, to spontaneity and finally nipple clamps. It’s all to please Master and from what I can tell, progress is either non-existent or very very small. Perhaps there are things [...]

The amazing thing about today is that I expected it to be miserable. Something about expectations… they tend to come true. I had my root canal completed today by 10:30am. I got to work to find that the entire network was down, printers weren’t printing and I didn’t have access to any of my files [...]

Next month begins a few challenges for me. First I want to get back into keeping my food diary on Fitday.com. I think it will help me keep on track with my diet. It will make me more accountable and aware of what I’m eating now that I’m working full time. Perhaps I’m not making [...]

As most of you already know, I post rather regularly. My rules actually state that I post every Monday, Wednesday and Friday with a handwritten letter to Master (reposted later that week) on Sunday. So where was my post yesterday?
I fell asleep. I fell asleep at 7:30! This week was my first week of having [...]

I’m still waiting. Waiting to hear if the client of my work contract wants to up my hours to full time. They had a meeting today where this was a key part of the conversation. My boss has not called me, it’s late and I don’t think I’ll hear anything until Monday. This is torture. [...]

So…
It’s been one month since I set my resolutions. How am I doing you wonder? I’ve got the update. It’s not that great really, but there’s always progress to be made, ya know?
The Personal Growth resolutions:

Brushing my teeth isn’t going well. I do about twice a week *sigh* How gross I know. This month I [...]

I’m on to the next book of the year, Memnoch the Devil. If you haven’t noticed it’s an Anne Rice marathon. I’ve got all the Vampire Chronicles. Then I will most likely move onto the Harry Potter series. Who knows what comes after that. I’m really happy to be reading again. It feel so good.
I’m [...]

As I noted in a previous entry, I am done with a website that has taken up my time for over 4 months. Now that I am not doing anything after work in the morning I have developed some rather troublesome symptoms.
I’m snappy with Master, I’m irritated at the slightest things, I’m bored, I have [...]

Well, so here it is… a preview of my resolutions for the coming year. I’ve been talking about these for a month, bouncing around in my head as to whether or not I should even set them and then what they should be and if they are decent goals. I have come to decide that [...]

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

I’m polite at work. I’m excessively polite at work. I’m always saying thank you and your welcome and please and being on my best behavior. I’m kind and appropriate and welcoming for those who have questions. Why can’t I be that here with Master in the privacy of our own relationship? Why do I [...]

I’m continuing my thoughts on a personal submissive code of ethics. If you missed the previous 2 parts:
Part 1
Part 2
Each time I add things to my personal code I realize just how hard the whole thing is going to be. I hope that one day I will be able to look at it [...]

Today I have been so annoyed with Master. I’m not 100% sure why but it has lead to some very tense moments and I have taken a long drive to get away from my thoughts for the day.
I woke up at 5:30am. I haven’t done so in over a year and I just couldn’t sleep, [...]