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Next month begins a few challenges for me. First I want to get back into keeping my food diary on Fitday.com. I think it will help me keep on track with my diet. It will make me more accountable and aware of what I’m eating now that I’m working full time. Perhaps I’m not making [...]

1. If you could retroactively erase one TV show from the history of entertainment, which one would you choose?
The Flavor of Love — Master explained it best. It’s car crash tv. You shouldn’t gawk at it because it might be horrible, but you can’t help it because you want to see just how horrible it [...]

Yesterday was a day from hell and a clawing my way back up to life here on earth. Master and I had plans to play. No different than any other time. Those of you that read my blog regularly know that sometimes we just don’t get to it, other times we have our problems. This [...]

This Week’s Picks
To Tell or Not to Tell… (http://lipstickexplosion.com)
“Jane Falling claims it’s best not to tell, and she writes, ‘my identity as a prostitute is too serious a secret to trust with near-strangers.’”
Anti-Anti-Pornography, Part II (http://www.teen-porn-site.com/blog)
“One question I would like to ask them is - were there any rape or child abuse cases *before* the [...]

- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut
I was born in…
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. [...]

I’m feeling fatigue set in. It’s harder and harder to write proper posts. I feel good about the information that I have provided today. I hope that it has opened some minds. Just a bit more and this year’s Blogathon is over.
–luna

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:

When Master and I first met online we shared how we were with each other. We got to know our personalities and behaviors and hoped that how we were online was somewhat how we were in real life.
Last night Master informed me during and argument that I was not what was advertised.

I’m not as sexually [...]

This week’s best of the sex blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Want in Sugasm #39? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set.
Announcements
SugarJoy has a New Webmistress (sugarjoy.com)
Blogathon 2006 (the-iron-gate.com/blog)
Sex Work and Humor
A Cornucopia of Perversion (radicalvixen.com/blog)
How [...]

There is a lot going on here that I want to talk about, so be prepared.
I’ve been in contact with my dad, who shared with me that my grandmother is gravely ill and may not make it the week coming. I’m not very close to her, but there is always the regrets that creep up [...]

I’m still getting headaches on a regular basis. I really hope they are stress related and not something I should worry (more stress) about. I’ll be so happy to be done with my papers for the term. I have 2 left both due in a week and a half. Plenty of time and I’ve started [...]

Oh my god my cramps are horrid today! I woke up at 4am with terrible cramps and had a bad night’s sleep after that. No matter what meds I’ve taken it’s only dulled it temporarily. Now I know why I’ve been so bitchy and snappy at Master. He says he understands and constantly asks me [...]

I’m trying towards a goal. While Master and I are still not sure where we will end up, we are certainly having a lot of ups and downs, explorations and excitement on the way. We are a first time relationship, we have agreed to work into things slowly. I’d have to say that about every [...]

I’d like to discuss something. This is my opinion, my thoughts. I am not accusing anyone of anything. I am not exerting any expert advice.
As many of you know, I am in a weight loss group for submissives. We are there to support one another and to cheer each other on in our task to [...]

Have you felt illness or other factors (depression, stress, PMS, etc) interfere with your ability to serve as well as you want? How do you handle those times? from Kindlings
Right now I’m having a huge bout of PMS. Within that challenge are hormonal imbalances that cause me mental and emotional stress. I am grumpy, fatigued, [...]

I’ve not had a very good couple of days. I don’t know what has triggered this new ’bout of memories, but I’m not liking it and there’s no where I can really turn. My childhood was broken, which sadly isn’t as uncommon anymore as it should be. Since I left home in 1996, I thought [...]

As my rules state, I have to be forthcoming with all worries and troubles so that Master can take care of me and know what my mind is thinking throughout the day. Today my mind is stuck on money, or the lack thereof. We have things lined up that will pay out sooner or later, [...]

Well, I don’t think this will be a long post as I have a terrible headache, but I wanted to say that my classes are going fine, and I only have one that I will absolutely hate. Thankfully it only meets once a week. I can survive it. There is about 3 hours of homework [...]

So, there was a comment awhile ago, when I wasn’t really with it mentally about how I’ve noticed so many submissives that have blogs I’ve followed are throwing in the towel on the lifestyle. I am baffled at how someone can do that. I’ve had time to think about it and maybe I can understand [...]

I saw a list like this on Master Dream’s precious treasure’s blog and thought it was a kewl thing. It took me 2 hours to come up with 100 things about me. Enjoy and I hope you learn more than you ever thought you wanted to about me.
1. My name is Jennifer, not Jen, Jenn, [...]