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I’m not doing so well keeping up with my blogging rule. I know that it will end up in the punishment book to be atoned for on Sunday. I was supposed to write a letter to Master on Sunday and I didn’t blog yesterday either. Now I’m writing to kinda make up for yesterday even [...]

Yesterday was a battle of pig-headedness. Neither of us was communicating well and neither of us got what we wanted because of it. There were so many times I wished we could just rewind the day and start over.
A bit of back story… Master asked for a blow job. He asked for a specific blow [...]

Every week there will be a BDSM question posed to readers here at luna’s Journey. Feel free to answer it as candidly as you’d like. If you’d like to participate in the discussion please leave a comment on this post, send me an email or post the response on your own blog!
Everyone gets angry, but [...]

I found this essay a few months ago and i wanted to share it with everyone.
Abuse vs Erotic Power Exchange
By:
The National Leather Association
The Dutch BDSM Media Information Center
The POWERotics Foundation
Although discriminatory legislation sometimes likes to let you believe otherwise, there are fundamental differences between erotic power exchange and domestic violence (abuse). Erotic power exchange should [...]

Welcome to Exchange Edition #2, highlighting the most interesting, most controversial and smartest posts from the BDSM blogosphere - as nominated by the bloggers who wrote them. Not chosen by a committee, or pre-judged, these posts reflect each bloggers ‘pick’ of their own best work in the previous 2 weeks. It’s an easy way to [...]

I have had the mother of all stressful days today. I actually spent the morning at work in a conference room crying because I was at my breaking point. My boss was on the way to do damage control and help me out. He’s such a great guy and seems to understand my personality perfectly. [...]

During my cold Master only requires the basics of me. In this household that is coffee and dinner. He’s very lax over the rest of my rules and I’m so very grateful, the only things I seem to be able to do well is drippy, sneezy, coughing and sleeping. Ick.
Work was pretty hard too. I [...]

I read a post from a LJ friend today that rang so true with me that I’d like to post a bit here and then talk about how it relates to my life. puzzle of PolyBDSMMadHouse said that,
when Sir is lenient, it undermines me, and makes me feel as if he doesn’t care about the [...]

I can’t help but feel frustrated when Master looks at me with those lustful eyes and I sit here in pain and ache from my darn shoulder still acting up. He wants me, he wants me rough and wild and I can’t get my body to agree to that. I want him too, so very [...]

Oh my god my cramps are horrid today! I woke up at 4am with terrible cramps and had a bad night’s sleep after that. No matter what meds I’ve taken it’s only dulled it temporarily. Now I know why I’ve been so bitchy and snappy at Master. He says he understands and constantly asks me [...]

I’m beginning to wonder if I should start a diet blog, something I have to write in everyday to hopefully help me stay on track. I know that diet things and exercise frustrations aren’t what the people want to read here on this blog. I need an outlet and I’m hoping that my writing in [...]

One week ago I started dieting. One week ago I made a decision to loose weight and get fit, for health’s sake. I am now finding the stress of dieting causing emotional stresses on my relationship, physical downfalls in the bedroom, and a constant hunger I can’t ignore.
Master and I have been almost like silent [...]

Yelling, arguing, frustration, annoyance. That’s all today was. I choose not to bring it up again but I hope that Master and I can fix things or else it will get very uncomfortable in this house.
I should have a job, but I can’t physically work more than 30 hours a week due to my back [...]

How did you meet the person you serve?
I have had people all around asking me how I met Master. It’s a great story, and one I’d like to have written down somewhere anyhow, so why not now. It makes me smile just thinking of it.
I met Master in June of 2003 in an IRC chat [...]

A question to answer: Do you journal for yourself, or is it something your owner expects? Does your owner read your journal? Do you write with your owner in mind as an audience?
I write. I write a lot when I do write. Something inside of me that pulls me to putting my thoughts down in [...]

Last night was full of ups and downs. I never realized how badly I needed play, and when it was all said and done, I felt wonderfully warm, sore and happy that Master was so good to me (or is that considered bad?). We tried a new bondage position that had been occupying my dreams [...]