I’m depressed, and more than just slightly. I’m caught between bouts of crying and sleeping with a disinterest in all things around me. Interesting enough Master asked me if my good subbie routine would fade when I’m not depressed anymore. I guess I am more attentive and behave when I am like this. I don’t [...]
I’ve done something horrible. I don’t know how to talk about it. Before you judge me, please understand that this journal is for my personal thoughts, not for judgement. (Not that it’s going to stop anyone from saying things.)
As a part of my rules with Master, I am not to share photos of myself, explicit [...]
When I speak of baggage I do not speak of your trusty old set of Samsonite, I am speaking of emotional baggage.
Emotional baggage is a laymen’s term for the emotional turmoil and distress that each individual experiences when confronted with a negative experience. From each experience in our life we can learn and grow. However, [...]
From Submissive Journal Prompts: “It is time that I….”
It is time that I work harder at pleasing Master. I know there are times that I am in independent luna mode and I don’t think about Master first. In fact lately there have been more and more luna time than there has been Master time. I’m [...]
I woke today with a really weird feeling. I felt I was forgetting something. I still feel that way but I can’t think what it is. I hope I can figure it out soon. I don’t enjoy the unsettled mind.
I also need to make time to do some cleaning. I just don’t know why I [...]
I’m starting fresh tomorrow. Master’s set of rules will be enforced, leaving very little room for me to goof up. I will be trying to start my diet again and exercising on a more regular basis. I’m letting myself down by not doing it by now. With the enforcement of these rules come punishments and [...]
I say these same words more often than I should. Why do I constantly need to find motivation. I should be prefectly happy just doing them. I am so damn lazy that sometimes I wonder what good am I really?
I haven’t done anything around the house in 2 days. I have been extremely lazy and [...]
Dear ex,
I’m moving on, after 2 years of separation, guilt, blame and sadness, I am moving forward. I know I’m very late in writing this letter, it should have been told you long before now. Now that I’m in a new relationship, a relationship I want, truly need; you must not interfere.
I am happy with [...]
This week has been full of tests and quizzes, not all that challenging and then papers and more tests that have stretched the brain into acrobatic tricks I didn’t know I could do. I have had tests in all my classes this week, you would think it was mid terms if I didn’t know any [...]
A question to answer: Do you journal for yourself, or is it something your owner expects? Does your owner read your journal? Do you write with your owner in mind as an audience?
I write. I write a lot when I do write. Something inside of me that pulls me to putting my thoughts down in [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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