BDSM is Love

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Dear Master,
This weekend was certainly full of a lot of fun! I had a great time at the munch and party. I hope that we will be able to play at parties in the future. I know I get floaty but there has to be a counter to it so that we can travel sooner. [...]

Thank you for all the comments on the Thursday Question regarding restraints. They were fabulous to read!
I am a rope slut. I love the feel of rope binding me and restricting my movements. As soon as the rope touches my skin I get a sense of floating and happiness that I don’t get with any [...]

I can with all confidence say that I am submissive. I may have lost my way for awhile and it did affect our relationship severely. You ask me again what makes me submissive and I really can’t find anything more to add to what I have already said once before. To reiterate them here; my [...]

This week we talked about Fear Play and how it enhances your play. Come see what people had to say.
Do you participate in Fear Play with your partner? What is a reoccurring fear that is enhanced in your play?
Sarah says:
Sensory deprivation was my first bottoming experience, and I love it to this day. Hell, [...]

Today is the first day of Holidailies. I hope to post every day this month in the spirit of Christmas; a kinky Christmas. Master and I made the pictures in the header for this month’s festivities. Hopefully we will have lots of fun to share!
I’m going to be sharing stories from my past and present [...]

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
List 5 things that you are grateful for in your life.
1. I’m grateful for my ability to change. Without the desire to make my life better and more fulfilling I would be stuck working at a dead end job with no happiness in my life. Since I’ve been able to change my [...]

Well folks, I’m doing good. Master has commented a couple times about how relaxed I appear. I don’t feel as stressed as I usually am. Either I’m getting over this hurdle or the St John’s Wart is doing the trick. I’d like to think I’m doing this on my own, but a bit of natural [...]

So a lot of things have popped in and out of my mind today having to do with my birthday, getting older and how things have changed. I’m 30. There’s no getting past that. I feel like I’ve stepped over a hurdle of age and I’m hoping I don’t begin to feel it.
I was [...]

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It would look nice if I answered my own questions now wouldn’t it?
Master and I have always been a D/s relationship.  He’s not the first relationship I’ve had but the first D/s one; truly. Reflecting back on the way I was raised and the way I thought a relationship should be I’ve never been more [...]

What if, Jennifer, happiness didn’t have anything to do with what you had, where you’ve been, or who you were, and arose entirely from what you chose to think about, yet nobody knew this? And that changing your thoughts, so that you could [...]

To continue on the same thread that has been swimming around this blog for the past week; Master and I had a discussion about my eagerness to say no and what it means for our relationship. If you’ve been reading you know that I’ve been having problems with obedience. Master tells me he wants something [...]

Dear Master,
I know you know this is late. I know you know that my mood last night was not going to be conducive to writing. I’m glad that you are allowing me the chance to write this one late. I love you for being stern and yet flexible.
Yesterday’s play party was wonderful. I was so [...]

Dear Master,
We’ve had a week from heck haven’t we? Migraines and money stress but to cap it off I think we had some of the best sex in a long time. Each week I can see us growing as a couple and I’m only given glimpses into your soul.
When I was down with the migraine [...]

Well, I’ve made it to the middle of the week and I’m still battling the migraine from Monday night. I’ve got it under control and I was able to go to work today but I’ve still got the achy head, sensitive eyes going on. I wish it would go away completely because it’s tapping my [...]

Thank you so much to everyone who has commented on my personal essay about golden showers. They have really helped me get a handle on my thoughts and curiosities as well as seeing other people’s reactions and reasons for participating or not. This blog will of course be the first place I share what may [...]

Dear Master,
This week has been fantastic for us. We’ve been able to play intensely and spend time being just together. I’m still adjusting to full-time work and I know you are too. We have more struggle before we reach the end.
The playtime we had was wonderful and I know we both got what we needed [...]

Now that I have my rules laid out, I have to try to start following them. I know that the next few weeks are going to be rocky as I learn them, get used to them and be constantly reminded of things he has initiated. While I am more than ready, I’m also very nervous [...]

Things are going well in Master’s house. We’ve been working through my issues that occurred this weekend and the feelings I have, the feelings I don’t have and the continuous issue with trust. I’ve done a lot of thought on it myself since this past weekend and what I can say now is that I [...]