I’m still waiting. Waiting to hear if the client of my work contract wants to up my hours to full time. They had a meeting today where this was a key part of the conversation. My boss has not called me, it’s late and I don’t think I’ll hear anything until Monday. This is torture. [...]
There’s really no change in my life right now. I’m at a point now that either something drastic will change or I will scream at the top of my lungs just to shatter the silence my life has brought out. I’m still waiting to hear about possible contract changes to bring me to full time [...]
I’m still working on my resolutions for the new year. I am working on a few facets of them; like my submission, my body and health and then the ‘others’. It’s truly not easy to come up with what I want to declare a goal for the new year. They are hard to live up [...]
I hope everyone’s Thanksgiving went well. Master and I spent a nice day at home with no work, no stress (other than my usual cooking stress) and it was great. It would have been better had my pussy not still been sore from 3 days ago when Master and I went all out with so [...]
A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]
- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut
I was born in…
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. [...]
To be in the mood or not in the mood, that’s quite a challenging question. I have been pondering all week just how to get me in the mood to play when it seems apparent that I’m not in my kinky head space. Anything could make me not interested in play, whether it’s work, stress, [...]
I am itching to do some programming, but since I have a few sites already, I really need to work on them. The issue I have is I should be writing essays for the sites, so that they have unique and interesting things on them. I’m just feeling that I don’t know enough about anything [...]
I’ll start out by saying that i am in no way shape or form a gorean. That being said, i am curious about your thoughts on Gorean Philosophy. I ask this, because while i am not gorean, and do not wish to be treated as a piece of furnature, i do like a lot of [...]
I’m getting better. I had a bit of normalcy today. I was handed my next job for my freelance work, and since I’m allowed to use the computer for work, I worked as best I could today. It felt good to be able to do something normal, something that felt like me, and not some [...]
I'm hopeful that we will get to play tomorrow. Master stated last night that it depends on my mood today, whatever that means. I'm going to work hard to stay happy and attentive and loving to him all day. I want and need to play so badly. I want to show him that I will [...]
I’ve been finally given my next project for work. I can feel the pressure to get it done and pay the bills. I can sense the overworked feeling I will most likely have all next week from pushing myself to get something accomplished fast. I can see the look of worry on Master’s face as [...]
My life has been turned upside down recently. My body has stopped responding the way it used to when it comes to sex and thinking about sex. I’m terrified because I haven’t been horny in months, I haven’t had a craving for sex or orgasm in months and it’s begun to affect our relationship. [...]
This week is half over and I feel that I can get back into my routines. If you don’t remember what my routines are, I have them on this blog:
Morning Routine
Evening Routine
Thanks to Flaylady for the ideas for what to put in my routines, I also have daily checklists and cleaning lists to help [...]
Ok, so Master asked if this blog was turning into a poetry blog. He doesn’t understand poetry. I’m not going to make this a poetry blog. I replied that if I had topics to talk about I’d write about those when I didn’t have anything else to say. He said that defeated the purpose of [...]
For the past week Master has been alone more than I have been here with him. I’m sure he misses me, I can see the look in his eye when I tell him I have to leave early or I’ll be out late. I feel bad that I’ve not been here, but I know he [...]
I’m beginning to wonder if I should start a diet blog, something I have to write in everyday to hopefully help me stay on track. I know that diet things and exercise frustrations aren’t what the people want to read here on this blog. I need an outlet and I’m hoping that my writing in [...]
While it may look like I have forgotten to post to this blog countless times, or that you are cheated with a short “informational” post, I’d like to let you know that I haven’t forgotten about you.
**These are not wholly my thoughts, but the ones discussed in a group function last night. Take them or [...]
Someday, hopefully soon, I am going to remember to address Master correctly. For about 2 weeks now, since the start of my new rules, I have been failing miserably. I am supposed to address Master whenever I ask a question, answer a question or reply to an order. I haven’t done a good job and [...]
I went to the dr. yesterday. For the past week I have had a severe shoulder pain that needed some answers. The pain goes up my neck into my temples and down my arm to tingle in my fingers. He told me that it’s like tendonitis only the muscles tense up and cause pain. He [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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