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Forever Fat

It never seems to work. I try to compartmentalize my diet and health changes and that blog just sits idle. I guess I really can’t keep more than one blog. It’s all me so why do I have to try to separate it. I guess I was just trying to sort out the boring stuff [...]

[ More ] February 19th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Umm

It’s nearing the end of Love Our Lurkers day and I have just over 20 swats set up for my birthday thanks to comments from my readers. The beauty of this game is that it continues until the 20th! If you’ve been lurking and you come across my blog, feel free to comment! Master, of [...]

[ More ] October 12th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Negative Positive

kiana made a good point in a comment on my last post. I’m not very positive thinking. I’ve heard it before, on this blog and in person and it comes as no surprise. I’ve always been pessimistic about everything. It causes me to worry about anything, to assume the worst in events and people and [...]

[ More ] August 17th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Surface Fears

kaya mentioned something in her post about her nailing fantasy that struck me as something I can talk about. A lot of what she does and says is way beyond my comprehension or realm of understanding. I’m just not that deep yet. But this really spoke to me. She said that as she was preparing [...]

[ More ] April 16th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Submission |

Follow my Lead

Next month begins a few challenges for me. First I want to get back into keeping my food diary on Fitday.com. I think it will help me keep on track with my diet. It will make me more accountable and aware of what I’m eating now that I’m working full time. Perhaps I’m not making [...]

[ More ] March 30th, 2007 | 5 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts, Writing Assignments |

Beauty

Master and I had a wonderfully hot passionate sex session last night. He has given me permission to share details if I so wish, but I don’t Maybe later on, while I do enjoy juicy details as much as the next person I just have to be in the right mood to write them. [...]

[ More ] July 7th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

BDSM Myth: The ‘net’ and magazines only have beautiful people in expensive outfits. I’ll never fit in.

The net and magazines are only out for one thing- profits. Of course they are going to have the beautiful models in the best fetish gear all perfect with no flaws, no flab, no scars, no oddities at all. But we all know that regular people exist and they exist in BDSM scenes too. I’m [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

Eye of the Storm

© luna 4-30-05
Hurried energy like the discharge of lightening
Flashes as I labor upon the trail;
My path of pure unbridled chaos.
I find myself amidst the storm.
The eye is just ahead, I can feel its silence,
My vision a blur of emotions, thoughts and passions.
All dreams vanish in the wake of the rolling thunder;
I’m to be struck down [...]

[ More ] April 30th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Poetry |

Living in silence

Master isn’t talking today. He’s in a major bad mood. He isn’t even horny, which makes me feel like crap because I’ve been trying to get his attention all day. It’s been a month since we played and I am beginning to really need to. He said we can play on Monday, god that seems [...]

[ More ] January 14th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |
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