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Lots going on…

There is a lot going on here that I want to talk about, so be prepared.
I’ve been in contact with my dad, who shared with me that my grandmother is gravely ill and may not make it the week coming. I’m not very close to her, but there is always the regrets that creep up [...]

[ More ] July 2nd, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Skinny Thoughts |

It’s Official!

I have a job! It’s a part time job but one that will certainly help us pay the bills. My new boss even said that he was so impressed with my interview that he considered not holding any more interviews and calling me right up. That would have been fine with me! I will be [...]

[ More ] June 30th, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

One step at a time

I’m getting better. I had a bit of normalcy today. I was handed my next job for my freelance work, and since I’m allowed to use the computer for work, I worked as best I could today. It felt good to be able to do something normal, something that felt like me, and not some [...]

[ More ] June 28th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Loss of trust

I’ve done something horrible. I don’t know how to talk about it. Before you judge me, please understand that this journal is for my personal thoughts, not for judgement. (Not that it’s going to stop anyone from saying things.)
As a part of my rules with Master, I am not to share photos of myself, explicit [...]

[ More ] June 21st, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Returning

After the activity from yesterday my body aches and my mental self feels released. I can say that yesterday something in me clicked right and I felt myself again. No longer did I feel a shell of myself satisfying Master’s needs. I was there in the moment and I wanted to please him as best [...]

[ More ] June 19th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Working Hard?

This week is half over and I feel that I can get back into my routines. If you don’t remember what my routines are, I have them on this blog:
Morning Routine
Evening Routine
Thanks to Flaylady for the ideas for what to put in my routines, I also have daily checklists and cleaning lists to help [...]

[ More ] May 10th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Submission, Training |

Thinking too much

I’ve been working all day on homework and final projects. I feel like if I think any more my head will explode. I am nowhere near done either. So much to do, so much to do. I hope I can get more accomplished tomorrow. I am feeling the stress.
I started making my graduation announcements today. [...]

[ More ] April 8th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Poetry, Training |

Music Player ESP

I saw this on myspace and thought this would be a blast. If you like it, give it a try!
Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don’t make sense.
How am I feeling today?:
Tricky - Excess (Excess what?)
Will I get far [...]

[ More ] March 30th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

How do you show respect?

How do you address others in the lifestyle? Do you automatically give strangers respect, or give automatic courtesy and wait for the individual to earn personal respect? — Kindlings
This very question comes up on practically every list I’m on, every real life group, every conversation on IM’s and on IRC and the confusion of new [...]

[ More ] January 20th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Year in Review - January

Year in Review will be my attempt to remember and hopefully learn from events and behaviors that occured last year. I will try, each time I post, to recall a month and the important events that may have occured. I’ve seen something similar happening in blogland all over and I guess I can give it [...]

[ More ] January 1st, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

When you are hungry and you don’t know what to eat…

Master started that question as I sit here staring at a blank page, whinning about not having anything to say. “When you are hungry and you don’t know what to eat, do you then go on not eating indefinitely?” And so I sit here… because even though I don’t have anything to say, I will [...]

[ More ] November 22nd, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

BDSM Emblem

Yes this can be found elsewhere on my site, but what do you expect for countdown to end of ‘thon? It’s still theme important.
What does the BDSM Emblem mean?
The BDSM emblem has no “obvious” symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, [...]

[ More ] August 7th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

BDSM Myths: If you use leather and rope its BDSM but if you use scarves it’s just wild sex

All forms of bondage and play spanking, biting and pinching, scratching and teasing are forms of BDSM. Kinky is kinky whether you want to admit it or not. It doesn’t mean that you want to enter the BDSM lifestyle, you can just test it out and enjoy kinkyness for yourself. No harm in that. However [...]

[ More ] August 7th, 2005 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

BDSM Toy #4: Cane

Canes are a more severe impliment. They can be made of rattan, birch, lexan, and any other straight wood, metal or plastic. Home made ones are a bit more dangerous as they could have sharp edges, split easily or splinter. The use of a cane requires a lot of practice and knowledge as the most [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

Vying for comments and questions

Yes Sir it is time to ask you the reader if you have any questions for me. They can be personal, they can be sexual, they can be about BDSM, the D/s lifestyle or any other number of things. There is nothing I won’t answer. So come on, ask away. You can ask anonymously if [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

BDSM Myth: BDSM is all about pain. I don’t see how pain is enjoyable.

Pain isn’t enjoyable to all people, and you don’t have to enjoy pain to be into BDSM. If you remember from my definition of BDSM, there are many facets and you can pick an choose. Maybe you only like bondage, or maybe it’s the power exchange that you really draw to. Either way it doesn’t [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

BDSM Myth: People who practice BDSM are all promiscuous.

This is like saying that everyone who jogs drinks Gaterade. It’s just not the case. Everyone has their own preferences. There *are* those that are swingers or polyamorous on top of being in a D/s, BDSM relationship. It’s not a requirement though. My partner and I are monogamous and plan on staying that way.
Basically we [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

Who Am I?

Well, so now that you have an overview of what BDSM is, I’d like to take the time to tell you who I am and why I chose BDSM as my lifestyle. If you’ve heard this story before, feel free to skip it.
My scene nick is luna. I’m a 27 yr old submissive from Iowa, [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

Why should you care?

Well, as you read in the last post, there is a decent percentage of people in the US that participate in an alternative sexual expression. It is one that is widely stereotyped by abusers, murders and serial rapists. These actions are not BDSM, they are violence. You will learn today what BDSM really is, why [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |

What is the NCSF?

I’m sure a lot of you are wondering with the NCSF is and why I have chosen them as my charity. Others of you know me well enough to know why. These posts today will be the basics of what I know and the myths of BDSM that exist and are prevailant within and outside [...]

[ More ] August 6th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2005 |
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