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Master and I went to look at an apartment yesterday. It’s 10 mins from work in a small (but larger than we are) town. I liked it a lot. Master pointed out a few down points for him, but there is one up point. The things that he didn’t like were the living room [...]

Happy Labor Day everyone. I hope you used this unofficial last hurrah of summer for something fantastic.
I have been a good girl all weekend long.  I’ve followed all of my rules. I have bee sexually available and been used in every possible way he could imagine. I’m puss sore, ass sore, face fucked into object [...]

Hardcore Romance asked a few questions of his readers and I’m willing to respond to them here in my blog.
What do you get out of bondage?
I get many things out of bondage. I feel secure or helpless. I love the feeling of tightness, the ache of muscles, the lovely marks. I get all floaty [...]

kiana made a good point in a comment on my last post. I’m not very positive thinking. I’ve heard it before, on this blog and in person and it comes as no surprise. I’ve always been pessimistic about everything. It causes me to worry about anything, to assume the worst in events and people and [...]

Nipple clamps. Something in everyone’s toybag, right? An item that a lot of people can’t life without. Others have a love/hate relationship with them. I on the other hand am terrified of them. I have never ever been able to go long with them on; I end up screaming in a panic when the pain [...]

I have my first paid vacation starting now with my job. I have a list of things I want to do for the break and know that I don’t think I’ll get through them all; I will try. I’d love to have been able to go somewhere sandy, with oceans and sun. Instead I’m home; [...]

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Blogathon went great! It was a lot harder than last year getting all of my posts written in a timely manner. I had a lot of things I wanted to say but no real plan as to researching and pulling them all together. I already told Master that I was going to do it again [...]

I’ve been bit with Pottermania and it’s affecting our relationship. Master read the book first and I know he’s dying to talk about it. He keeps tossing these clues out and I keep trying to ignore them. I’m halfway through the book. It’s great, it’s dark. Superb.
I have just 5 days until Blogathon and I’ve [...]

It’s so very hot I think it’s messing with my brain. I just can’t think of anything of merit to write about tonight. I really wish I could prewrite posts for you and then just post them when the day comes. Having to come up with something to say right off the cuff is almost [...]

It’s the weekend and boy am I feeling frisky! Master and I have play planned for later on and I’m trying to get the house cleaned up so that the atmosphere can be just right. I’m feeling good, my sunburn is fading and doesn’t hurt anymore and it’s been a long while since I reached [...]

I have had the mother of all stressful days today. I actually spent the morning at work in a conference room crying because I was at my breaking point. My boss was on the way to do damage control and help me out. He’s such a great guy and seems to understand my personality perfectly. [...]

A bout of depression Monday night has me working on my diet again. I just couldn’t take the fact that I was losing weight and then stopped and now I just have to face that the diet wagon is right in front of me again. I’ve joined SparkPeople.com to see how that support/community goes. I’ve [...]

Master has this very adorable behavior that I just have to smile about. When Master is feeling all lovable and wants to give me attention without actually giving me attention he will wink at me. It’s one of those “I’m thinking of you baby, just thought you should know” kind of winks. I love it. [...]

So, you’ve happened upon this blog and it looks interesting, it has a large archive you can’t even imagine combing through but you wonder who in the world this luna is, right?
You’ve come to the right place, because I am she. I’m now almost 30, living in my first real D/s relationship. I’m learning and [...]

The amazing thing about today is that I expected it to be miserable. Something about expectations… they tend to come true. I had my root canal completed today by 10:30am. I got to work to find that the entire network was down, printers weren’t printing and I didn’t have access to any of my files [...]

Today was the first day of my relaxation after work, to try to get my mind off of work and back into submissive space. Shortly after I got home Master ordered me to a bath and as the hot water soaked into my pores I began to unwind. I think the whole thing worked! I’ve [...]

I’ve had some very enlightening comments to my situation as of late. I do appreciate every comment I’ve gotten and they have really helped me see a few things about myself that just took someone looking in instead of me looking out.
I choose to be submissive; I guess that’s a harder journey than someone that [...]

A toothache developed yesterday around lunch time. It festered all night long, kept me up all night long and this morning it wasn’t any better. I made the decision to find a dentist to look at my tooth in the morning. The whole time I was thinking it’s a cavity and they will fill it; [...]

1. Who was your first crush?
My first crush was Chad Cox in 4th grade. I followed him all around the playground. I even tackled him once to kiss him. He asked to sit next to me in 5th grade I was in crush heaven!

2. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Definitely an [...]