I masturbated last night. It was the first time in almost a year that I did so alone without Master being present. It was actually pretty good. There’s something about masturbating for relief that makes it so satisfying. Masturbating for pleasure is so different. For one, it lasts longer. When I want to take care [...]
Master got me crayons! I got a Fairies coloring book too! Oh I’m such a lucky girl. I sat down and colored last night. It was great, euphoric even. Master knows me too well to know that a simple thing as coloring has made his girl happy.
We also got an egg dying kit. We are [...]
Next month begins a few challenges for me. First I want to get back into keeping my food diary on Fitday.com. I think it will help me keep on track with my diet. It will make me more accountable and aware of what I’m eating now that I’m working full time. Perhaps I’m not making [...]
My boss called me up this morning and asked if he could come by. I said sure, I didn’t have any fear of anything wrong, and who would say no to your boss? Well he did my annual review. I did exceptionally well for only being with the company for 7 months (annual reviews [...]
I’m amazed at how I can go from not enough time in the day to get work done to having so much time on my hands that I’m inventing things to do so that I don’t get bored. I feel that this is just an adjustment period and I do feel that the time will [...]
I’ve been flying through books this year and I’m only in the 3rd month. Just one more book of the Vampire Chronicles and I can move on to the Kushiel’s Dart Series I bought myself over Christmas. Maybe then I’ll read Harry Potter again before the last one is released. It’s amazing how much I [...]
As most of you already know, I post rather regularly. My rules actually state that I post every Monday, Wednesday and Friday with a handwritten letter to Master (reposted later that week) on Sunday. So where was my post yesterday?
I fell asleep. I fell asleep at 7:30! This week was my first week of having [...]
I’m so happy to be working full time soon. It’s scary to start planning what I want to do with what extra cash we will have. I want to pay up on the bills, move to a better apartment and fix my car. Master asked me what sort of things I wanted to spurge on [...]
Well, it’s not what I hoped for but there is some good in people that is so touching. I have an acquaintance at work; the person who covers my job if I’m not there. She came and picked me up Monday and yesterday while my job was in the shop. I was able to work [...]
Since my recollaring Master and I have played several times, our relationship is stronger than ever and the future is bright and happy. I have looked from the past to the future and I can declare that the state of our love is good! How cheesy is that?!
Valentine’s Day may be a day set aside [...]
I’m on to the next book of the year, Memnoch the Devil. If you haven’t noticed it’s an Anne Rice marathon. I’ve got all the Vampire Chronicles. Then I will most likely move onto the Harry Potter series. Who knows what comes after that. I’m really happy to be reading again. It feel so good.
I’m [...]
As I noted in a previous entry, I am done with a website that has taken up my time for over 4 months. Now that I am not doing anything after work in the morning I have developed some rather troublesome symptoms.
I’m snappy with Master, I’m irritated at the slightest things, I’m bored, I have [...]
There’s really no change in my life right now. I’m at a point now that either something drastic will change or I will scream at the top of my lungs just to shatter the silence my life has brought out. I’m still waiting to hear about possible contract changes to bring me to full time [...]
I am done with the website project that took me 4 months. Ugh. It was huge, the client was a major pain, but I am done and he’s taken it upon himself to install it himself since he can’t wait a day for me to get to it. *sigh* The impatience of some clients. I [...]
Master and I have gone a long time between play sessions. Generally it’s because we can’t seem to be in the mood at the same time, can’t find the free time for each other or don’t want to put that much effort into it. It’s all excuses really. Well today was a day to try [...]
Well, so here it is… a preview of my resolutions for the coming year. I’ve been talking about these for a month, bouncing around in my head as to whether or not I should even set them and then what they should be and if they are decent goals. I have come to decide that [...]
I’ve been a naughty girl. I hurt a really good friend and someone I look up to. The webmaster of Taking-It-Off took action that I most likely deserved. I’m not going into details and dredging up my mistakes. I hope that I can rebuild some sort of relationship that will be full of strength and [...]
You’d think that with all the wonderful things in my life that I’d be looking forward to Christmas and the joy it brings, the unity of family and the wonders of the season. However, when I think of Christmas it’s depressing, lonely and sad. Perhaps it’s because we are staying at home this year, or [...]
This isn’t going to be a long post, but I just wanted to share a really good essay that I discovered on a friend’s website. It has moved me to thinking the past week or so and hopefully will continue to move me to something good in the near future. It’s titled “Two Words” and [...]
With just a little bit of snow on the ground and the wind whipping around like a banshee it makes me feel the magic of Christmas even more. I don’t know or understand why I am looking forward to this holiday any more than previous ones. We don’t have any more money or have any [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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