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I’m not horny today. Master is obviously very horny. So, what does he do but ask me to write about sex to get me turned on. I don’t think I’ll get turned on just by writing about sex or even thinking about sex. There is something today that’s just telling me to be nonsexual. I’m [...]

Well, it’s official. Master is registered for ShibariCon 2008 and I will be by the end of the month! Then we have the train ticket to get and we can save money for the hotel and other entertainment! Oh god I’m so excited.
I’ve gotten to really love rope, and I know that I will enjoy [...]

I’m getting it a lot more recently. I can’t explain it really. It takes me completely by surprise and I don’t know how I’m supposed to respond. My heart bounds, my pride swells and I blush ruby red. What is it?
I’m being recognized. If not visually, as soon as someone hears my name their eyes [...]

Thanksgiving is just a few short days away and then Master and I will spend a quiet day stuffing our faces with turkey and the trimmings. I’m hoping that we have some Netflix to watch or we can do another marathon movie watching. I know last year we did Harry Potter. Maybe we could do [...]

Last night Master tied me up. He’s been practicing a new breast harness made purposefully for large breasts. It’s called a cupcake harness because the resulting breasts stick out like the tops of cupcakes beneath the rope. It’s quite a delicious feeling.
I have really found that I’m a rope slut in training; I guess. Just [...]

Numerous times on this blog I have mentioned just how patient Master is with me. I’ve battled a lot of emotions and physical struggles when all he wanted was to play, tie me up and spank me. He’s been quietly waiting for me to be in the mood so that the sex and blow job [...]

Master and I went out tonight and bought another dildo. I love dildos. I think Master leans more towards vibrators, but I love nice rubber cocks. We got a 8″ cinnamon colored dick that’s close to 2.5″ in diameter. Boy is it lots of fun! It has a suction cup base so Master’s mind went [...]

Bonnie from My Bottom Smarts has invited me and over 100 other bloggers to greet and show the love for our lurkers in the second annual Love Our Lurkers Day. You know who you are! I love knowing that so many people read my blog and possibly get some interesting information from it. I get [...]

Kaya had a moment today where she talked about begging and how she has problems with it. I’d like to say that I have problems too, but not anymore.
It has taken a lot of work. Master insists that I beg for a lot of things and I think that most Dominants choose this route to [...]

I swear that if I weren’t so young I would think I’m entering ‘the change’. My moods have been all over the place this week and it’s driving me and Master nuts! Yesterday after a very successful and fun blow job (yup!) I crashed. I crashed big time. I’m stressed about my weight and the [...]

I got a wonderful thank you letter from the National Leather Association-International Domestic Violence Project this morning. Here’s a snippet of what seraphina, the chairperson had to say;
On behalf of the NLA-I Domestic Violence Project I would like to thank you personally for your generous gift of time and soliciting donations for the NLA-I [...]

Well hello everyone. My name is His mija from Whispers in the Dark and i’m going to be a guest blogger here for a few hours while luna is at a local BDSM Munch.
I think i’ll start off talking about some of my favorite BDSM bloggers.
One of the first BDSM blogs i came across when [...]

Welcome to Exchange Edition #3, highlighting the most interesting, most controversial and smartest posts from the BDSM blogosphere - as nominated by the bloggers who wrote them. Not chosen by a committee, or pre-judged, these posts reflect each bloggers ‘pick’ of their own best work in the previous 2 weeks. It’s an easy way to [...]

Last week’s question was: You are to be nude in front of a group of people who are also nude. Would you be more comfortable around average to thin people or overweight to obese people and why do you feel this way?
I’m overweight by quite a bit and I feel so much more comfortable around [...]

This is the first post, of what I hope will be many, highlighting the most interesting, most controversial and smartest posts from the BDSM blogosphere - as nominated by the bloggers who wrote them.
Not chosen by a committee, or pre-judged, these posts reflect each bloggers ‘pick’ of their own best work in the previous [...]

This is why I have friends like all of you. After my last post, which I was really short in and grumpy and all out not myself, kaya posed a question that got me thinking. Quite common when she says something though. I rarely leave her blog without thoughts of my own.
A bit of background [...]

Well, if you hadn’t noticed I’ve not posted here much this week. My domain may have been down for you temporarily. I had to change my DNS server. Sensual Service was down longer and may still be down for some of you. It will come back up (hopefully before Sunday’s posting of journal prompts) [...]

kaya mentioned something in her post about her nailing fantasy that struck me as something I can talk about. A lot of what she does and says is way beyond my comprehension or realm of understanding. I’m just not that deep yet. But this really spoke to me. She said that as she was preparing [...]

There is something so deliciously painful about a titty squeeze. kaya had a fantastic picture of her and her Master squeezing her breasts with vampire gloves. Master today did something that I just love. While he is fucking me he squeezes my breasts so hard they feel like they are going to burst. It’s a [...]

I sit here in a countdown. As I’ve shared; I’m in some form of butt plug training, however without an appropriate butt plug that stays in place it’s quite a challenge. My ass muscles are playing ‘ins and outs’ with my plug in a never ending effort for comfort. I have 30 mins. I’m very [...]