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Protected: Letter to Master 4-8-08

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[ More ] April 8th, 2008 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Bondage Site?

Master and I have an idea for another website. It would be a rope bondage site. Something with tutorials and pictures, how-tos and reviews of suppliers, rope, books and other items. What we’d like to get from you is ideas for what would be useful in a site like that. How can we set it [...]
[ More ] April 7th, 2008 | 6 Comments | Posted in Life |

Miscommunication

Yesterday was a battle of pig-headedness. Neither of us was communicating well and neither of us got what we wanted because of it. There were so many times I wished we could just rewind the day and start over.
A bit of back story… Master asked for a blow job. He asked for a specific blow [...]
[ More ] April 6th, 2008 | 3 Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics, Training |

Marks

Thank you to everyone who participated in this week’s Thursday Question!
Marks have always been a wonderful thing for me. When I first started out they were like notches in the bedpost about what I’ve tried and haven’t tried. I could itemize them in my head; that was the crop, that was the paddle, that was [...]
[ More ] April 4th, 2008 | 1 Comment | Posted in Playtime |

Helpless Fuck Whore

Sometimes when you are itching for some play it’s a very specific type of play that you want. In our relationship I’m free to ask for what I want, but Master does not have to comply. Today I asked Master for some helpless fuck whore time. I wanted to be bound so that I couldn’t [...]
[ More ] April 2nd, 2008 | 1 Comment | Posted in Just Sex |

Life is Worth Living

I have a headache, which means that this post will either be rambling or so full of thought that you wouldn’t believe I had a headache. Either way I’m sure it will be enjoyable. Come along for the ride.
I’ve been doing a lot of reevaluating my life lately. How I wonder if I’m working the [...]
[ More ] March 31st, 2008 | 1 Comment | Posted in Mental Growth |

Protected: Letter to Master 3-30-08

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[ More ] March 30th, 2008 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Flood

There is nothing more powerful than sex after a draught. In this case a draught caused by dear Red Plague. Last night Master and I had some of the most mind blowing sex we’ve had in a long time, and that’s really saying something because we rarely have anything less than great sex. We [...]
[ More ] March 28th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Just Sex |

Fat Chance

Master had me take a sleeping pill last night to help me sleep. I didn’t stay asleep as I had hoped but I think the sleep I did get was more restful. I don’t feel as tired today. Thank God.
Master and I have started a bit of a sexual banter with each other. This is [...]
[ More ] March 26th, 2008 | 1 Comment | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Domestically Challenged

domestic -

of or pertaining to the home, the household, household affairs, or the family: domestic pleasures.
devoted to home life or household affairs.

We all have a home to live in; be it an apartment, house, mobile home, condo or mansion. We all have to do some housework to maintain that home. I admit that I do [...]
[ More ] March 25th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Domestication |

Looking for D/s? Look Elsewhere Today…

I’ve not been feeling quite myself lately. I went to bed at 7pm last night, without dinner and slept albeit fitfully for the entire night. I’ve been having problems sleeping I’ve noticed but can’t pin down a source to my frequent waking at night. It’s never enough for me to get out of bed [...]
[ More ] March 25th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

You May Come Now

Orgasm denial and control is a well documented activity online; you can find all sorts of thoughts and opinions, how-tos and what nots from anyone and everyone under the sun. I’m not intending to add any more new ideas to this topic. Here are, in my opinion, a couple of the better written essays out [...]
[ More ] March 22nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Sexual Expression |

Comfortable Experience Level

Thank you everyone who commented on the Thursday Question about experience. It’s a challenging topic, to say the least.
Determining experience is a tricky for anyone. There are a lot of variables in deciding if you are experienced or not. I could say that I’m experienced in that I’ve been living in a D/s relationship [...]
[ More ] March 21st, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

Personal Failure Becomes a Failure for Both

I’ve gained 5 lbs in one week. Surprising right? Well not as bad as the fact that I asked Master to be my conscience and I never listened to him. He’d ask me if I really needed to eat something and I’d just go ahead and do it. It’s my own darn fault and like [...]
[ More ] March 19th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

This moment

There’s this moment, when he looks at me and does that little wink of his that reminds me just how fun, loving and fabulous my life has been with him around. I guess I don’t say it enough here on this blog but I love my Master completely; with my entire being.
I’ve done a lot [...]
[ More ] March 17th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Speaking

In previous posts I’ve talked about the speech training that Master has me learning. He’s finally come closer to what he wants me to do, and I’ve been practicing it as much as possible.
It’s been a hard trip, but I’ve slowly been changing how I say things to make it more like seeking permission instead [...]
[ More ] March 15th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Protocol |

March Q and A: danae

danae asks: Name a couple guilty pleasures?
Chocolate Milk and Friday afternoon naps
Is there something you had before your life with your Sir that you don’t now but that you miss?
Yeah, I miss fast food. I have such huge cravings for Big Macs and shakes sometimes that it takes all my willpower to not get into [...]
[ More ] March 13th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Exercise Caning

Ok, so I don’t know what to write about so Master comments, “How about that you aren’t exercising like you’re supposed to and you’ll get caned like last week.”
Uh-huh.
I’m being bad. I hate caning and yet it’s not keeping from not doing the exercise. Anyone want to know why? Do I think that pain [...]
[ More ] March 12th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

The Proper Apology

Master has suggested and then implemented a new method for my apology to him for forgetting a rule or any other infraction. He wants me to recite a phrase as an apology. “I was a bad girl Master, I’m sorry.” It’s something that is mildly humiliating to me and god I don’t want to get [...]
[ More ] March 11th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Protocol |

Fire Play Fear and Crying

We had a very stressful talk last night. It involved what happens in scenes with us because almost 50% of them end sooner than one of us would like them to. We have crashed really hard when this happens. The issue has two parts. For the longest time I just attributed it to being new [...]
[ More ] March 10th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Playtime |
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