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Thank you for all the comments on the Thursday Question regarding restraints. They were fabulous to read!
I am a rope slut. I love the feel of rope binding me and restricting my movements. As soon as the rope touches my skin I get a sense of floating and happiness that I don’t get with any [...]

Yesterday was my one year anniversary of being collared. We hadn’t even noticed it until I saw the post in my memories sidebar area. I can’t believe a year has gone by. It feels like only a few months ago that he wrapped that piece of leather around my neck and I asked if I [...]

I’ve come to the understanding that I am a blog addict. Master mentions all the time that I am constantly reading blogs. With ease I have them all in my RSS reader so that I don’t have to click the 50+ links on my sidebar everyday. The new information comes to me. Now most of [...]

Annual Ornaments
My grandmother (mom’s mom) started a tradition of giving each of her grandkids a special ornament for the Christmas tree each year. That was the one gift I really looked forward to from my grandma because they were the most awesome little trinkets. What made them even more special is that we were to [...]

The Mmm-Mmm Game
My Christmas’ as a child were filled with odd traditions and games my mom would play around the holidays. One of them was the Mmm-mmm game. Mom would wrap presents as soon as she bought them so that no one could discover them unwrapped and ruin it for themselves or another. So, presents [...]

Belief in Santa
Santa was so magical to me as a child that when I found out that he wasn’t real I didn’t admit it to myself or my parents for 2 years.  Things just didn’t add up after awhile. How could anyone live at the north pole? I’d seen pictures of the north pole and [...]

Christmas is somehow magical. It’s not just the chill in the air and the music piped into every nook and cranny. It has nothing to do with the decorations, the presents or the bell-ringers at the mall.  I don’t even think it has anything to do with religion. Christmas is about inspiring hope and peace [...]

Today is the first day of Holidailies. I hope to post every day this month in the spirit of Christmas; a kinky Christmas. Master and I made the pictures in the header for this month’s festivities. Hopefully we will have lots of fun to share!
I’m going to be sharing stories from my past and present [...]

This weekend was a lot of fun! Master and I went to a private play party where he got to tie me up. I was in a hogtie and really floaty for quite some time. I loved every minute of it.
We stayed in a suite that had a whirlpool and while Master got more time [...]

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
“All my soul follows you, love encircles you and I live in being yours.” -Robert Browning
What does it mean to you to be “someone’s”?
I love this quote and when I put it in the prompts I knew I wanted to talk about how it strikes me and places me in my happy [...]

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It would look nice if I answered my own questions now wouldn’t it?
Master and I have always been a D/s relationship.  He’s not the first relationship I’ve had but the first D/s one; truly. Reflecting back on the way I was raised and the way I thought a relationship should be I’ve never been more [...]

Master got me crayons! I got a Fairies coloring book too! Oh I’m such a lucky girl. I sat down and colored last night. It was great, euphoric even. Master knows me too well to know that a simple thing as coloring has made his girl happy.
We also got an egg dying kit. We are [...]

1.What time did you really get up this morning? 4:30am
2.Diamonds or Pearls? Diamonds while young, pearls when older
3.What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Pirates of the Carribean II
4.What is your favorite T.V. show? Mythbusters
5.What did you have for breakfast? Corn chex
6.What is your middle name? Lynn
7.What is your favorite cuisine? Chinese
8.What [...]

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:

I’ve not had a very good couple of days. I don’t know what has triggered this new ’bout of memories, but I’m not liking it and there’s no where I can really turn. My childhood was broken, which sadly isn’t as uncommon anymore as it should be. Since I left home in 1996, I thought [...]

Alright, what you have been waiting for, my anniversary fun this last Friday. (It’s only a portion of it, but the rest is saved for private memories:) )
A fantasy was fulfilled tonight. For our anniversary I was laid upon our kitchen table and slathered with sundae toppings! Strawberry sauce, caramel and hot fudge drizzled all [...]

I wrote another poem just now. If you are wondering where my inspiration comes from, Allpoetry.com has contests, nothing big, you win points and trophies for you poet page on the site, but I have fun with them. This one is titled, “Brick Red View” I hope you like it. The contest rules were to [...]

Dear ex,
I’m moving on, after 2 years of separation, guilt, blame and sadness, I am moving forward. I know I’m very late in writing this letter, it should have been told you long before now. Now that I’m in a new relationship, a relationship I want, truly need; you must not interfere.
I am happy with [...]

Tomorrow we leave for my hometown to stay with my father for the holidays. I can say now that I am very nervous and slightly uncomfortable with the time I will be spending with him. My childhood around him was not good, and after only a few hours in his presence I get all those [...]