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People can come by and ask me questions about anything and I’ll try to answer them honestly and as best I can. I don’t consider myself an expert at all but I do have a pretty good grasp of some things. Here’s a question that was asked awhile back and my response.
I’m so glad I [...]

It feels good to see Master getting his thoughts sorted out and that he has honored me by posting here. I’m so proud that he has claimed me and is helping me become who I’ve always wanted to be; comfortable in myself.
My exercise routine has just started but knowing that if I don’t exercise everyday [...]

Alright so here I am again preparing to do the difficult task of losing weight. I took a short hiatus to correct my mood and now that is under control I think I can work on my diet and exercise. This week promises to be really hard. I have a lot of little goals in [...]

Let me start off with a diet week in review since I didn’t do that yesterday. This is week 5 if you are keeping track and I’m way off the diet trail. I weighed in at 315 today. That’s back to the starting point again. I have a few reasons for this and I can [...]

I’m having problems with my diet program. Part of it is my fault but I really do think the other part is out of my control. First, I’m just not exercising when I have time. I like to put it off. and off. and off. Now I know that my eating is a lot better. [...]

It really was a hard choice for me to decide whether I was going purple for National Domestic Violence Awareness month or pink for Breast Cancer awareness. I did Domestic Violence in July for the Blogathon and I intend on doing it again next year so the decision was made. This blog is going pink [...]

Alright folks… the verdict is: 311. Yup, I’m still 311. No loss, no gain. It’s one of those good and bad things. I’m happy I didn’t gain any weight but kinda saddened I haven’t lost a single pound yet. Not that I’m too surprised, it is just the beginning of a long journey. It is [...]

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As I noted in a previous entry, I am done with a website that has taken up my time for over 4 months. Now that I am not doing anything after work in the morning I have developed some rather troublesome symptoms.
I’m snappy with Master, I’m irritated at the slightest things, I’m bored, I have [...]

It’s no wonder I take forever to lose weight. I’ve not done a single minute of exercise in 5 days. I just procrastinate big time and then what… I do nothing. I blame it on not having enough time (which is false) and well I need to stop. It has to stop. I want to [...]

I’ll never understand why my libido waxes and wanes so aggressively. Just last week I was insatiable, to the point that my sex was throbbing and aching and I was begging to be left alone. Now I’m even anti touching unless it’s a hug or a kiss. I just can’t explain it. I’m really disturbed [...]

- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut
I was born in…
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. [...]

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:

*sigh* I have gained all the weight back that I worked so hard to loose a month and a half ago. I’m not allowed to quit my diet Master says, then how did I get so lazy with my diet and exercise? Why was I allowed to have seconds when it wasn’t healthy or to [...]

Master and I went to the gym today. I feel great. I hope that I can keep the motivation I feel right now for exercise and can keep on my diet. I weighed myself again today, which I know that it shouldn’t be an obsession, but I lost 2 more lbs. from my last weigh [...]

I have awesome news for everyone. I weighed myself yesterday, marking a week of dieting (almost the longest I have ever gone) and I have lost 4 lbs! Granted I am sure most of that was water weight, I’m not complaining. I’m still going strong and watching every single thing I eat, exercising 5 times [...]

I went to the dr. yesterday. For the past week I have had a severe shoulder pain that needed some answers. The pain goes up my neck into my temples and down my arm to tingle in my fingers. He told me that it’s like tendonitis only the muscles tense up and cause pain. He [...]

Submission by Choice: How to Work Your Way Back to Yourself
Submission has been called a gift. It has been said to be a natural characteristic. Submission is also a choice. When I first entered the lifestyle, no one would have mistaken me for a submissive. I am strong willed, commanding and independent. I have [...]

My best friend and I had a wonderful time. I think that while she is still in the state she will be calling me regularly to let me know what she is up to and how she is fairing with her mom, whom she doesn’t get along well with. I really missed her and [...]