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I hate bad news, but I’ve got some sitting in my back pocket that I’ve postponed sharing with you all. Master and I will not be going to Shibaricon. We just couldn’t come up with all the funds we need. I’m still down about and hopefully we can start saving early to attend next year. [...]

In previous posts I’ve talked about the speech training that Master has me learning. He’s finally come closer to what he wants me to do, and I’ve been practicing it as much as possible.
It’s been a hard trip, but I’ve slowly been changing how I say things to make it more like seeking permission instead [...]

We’ve been planning to evolve the current munch group into a better more community friendly group lately and with that comes a lot of brainstorming sessions, a lot of work and writing and planning, policy work, topic ideas and dreams of being able to do it all and succeed. The current group as it stands [...]

Yes, I’ve brought up this debate here before and I’ve read it in a hundred places too. Your blogs out there are teeming with it on occasion. Is the desire to be submissive natural or is it part of the way you were brought up? Especially when there was abuse involved. Those internal radars go [...]

Yesterday was my one year anniversary of being collared. We hadn’t even noticed it until I saw the post in my memories sidebar area. I can’t believe a year has gone by. It feels like only a few months ago that he wrapped that piece of leather around my neck and I asked if I [...]

After putting my wrist braces on I prepared myself for what Master had planned.
He handed me a couple ear plugs and explained that not only was I going to be tied to the bed using our new tie down points, but I was going to be thrown into sensory deprivation.  He secured thatdamngag in my [...]

I seem to be having a problem posting to the blog on Friday. This is the second week in a row that Master has asked me to post my Friday post on Saturday. I hope this doesn’t become a habit of mine. For some reason I just feel really wiped out on Friday. I’ve been [...]

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
How do you feel about the idea of ‘breaking a slave’?
For me, the idea of breaking a slave goes against the natural progression of a submissive/slave. I perceive it as a forced breakdown of someone’s own will, their own attitude and sometimes their own thought process.
What generally results is a blank canvas [...]

The following story was a dream I had last night that has carried throughout the day to be several very nice conversations and fantasy reliving with Master. It wouldn’t actually ever happen, as Master and I are devotedly monogamous but it was a hot dream nonetheless.
I enter a rather smallish room and am greeted by [...]

In two weeks I will be 30. I’m not sure how I think about this. I do know that I think about it often. It’s a milestone in my life and I don’t even know if I’ve really gotten far from my last milestone of 21. Sure I’ve traveled this journey and taken a few [...]

We aren’t getting the apartment. The contract client for Master ditched him without paying the rest of the bill. That was the moving money so we are stuck here. We are both crushed. We can’t afford representation to send this guy threatening legal letters to get him to pay up. I don’t know what to [...]

The landlord called today and told us if we want the apartment it’s ours. I have to send her the deposit and cat deposit and then it’s reserved for us! I’m so excited. The apartment is open now, so I just have to decide what day next month I want to take possession of the [...]

I need to brainstorm for my writing assignment. My writing assignment for this week is to discuss a ritual that I might like to add to our relationship. I have a few in mind but I’d love to hear everyone else’s ideas. What rituals do you love in your own relationships?
I have a bedtime ritual [...]

Nipple clamps. Something in everyone’s toybag, right? An item that a lot of people can’t life without. Others have a love/hate relationship with them. I on the other hand am terrified of them. I have never ever been able to go long with them on; I end up screaming in a panic when the pain [...]

Dear Master,
I am constantly amazed by you. You are my world and my only love. I feel so good in your gaze, your casual touch, the way you shiver when I touch you. I fall in love with you over and over again; each and every moment.
I’m really needing to work hard on my diet [...]

Dear Master,
I know you’ve been following my blog posts this week and the frequent conversations we have had have helped me to discover what was causing me to act the way I did. I know now that I can be open for you and stop holding myself back. It’s all about progress right? I’ll make [...]

Well, I’ve made it to the middle of the week and I’m still battling the migraine from Monday night. I’ve got it under control and I was able to go to work today but I’ve still got the achy head, sensitive eyes going on. I wish it would go away completely because it’s tapping my [...]

Sunday night… after anal sex and Master said he was worn out. I had an itch. It was an itch for some bondage sex. Oh god I wanted it. I wrote about my desire in my Letter to him, which he promptly read and turned to me with a semi-hard cock and a grin.
“So you [...]

Dear Master,
We just finished having a bit of fun and I guess I do have to admit that I am beginning to like blow jobs with you. I have to keep focused on your sounds and reactions and it becomes about giving you more pleasure and not fussing over my discomfort. I am happy [...]

Master commented after my post a few days ago about the spanking we had, that he likes when I post about the play because I don’t generally talk about it with him. He gave a good analogy but right now I can’t seem to remember what it was. The gist was that if I don’t [...]