I have had someone ask me a question, so I thought I’d answer in a post. Especially since I think this is going to take some thought.
How did you know that he was the one for you?
Well the simple answer is, “I didn’t.” There were a lot of cues that we were similar and had [...]
In my previous post I wrote about an essay that I read and am thinking about. Yesterday was a good example of what not to do.
I got up in what I thought was a good mood and then I read my email from the client that I’m doing the site for. His email made me [...]
I’ve been battling with the question of self worth today. It’s caused me to depressed off and on all day long. Master can’t seem to understand why I have this thought in my head that if I’m not productive that I won’t be worth anything. I was raised that productivity pretty much decided if you [...]
Dated: 9-24-06
Dear Master,
I told you that before I went back to online blogging I was going to write about symbols and my need for them. The loss of my collar, the only symbol I have of my submission has made me feel really lost. There is something special about ritual and symbols that bring me [...]
It happened yet again. I can’t even remember all of the heated discussion however I can remember the spark that set it all off.
Wednesday I asked Master to help me with a bit of code that I didn’t know how to do. I had gone online and someone had offered their script for it but [...]
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a post with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself and say who tagged you. In the end, you will need to choose the 6 people you tag and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I’m a terrible housekeeper. I say I would like to be a house subbie, [...]
It’s been a long time since I’ve had a weekend in which I didn’t have school work to do, and I didn’t have to go to work. All I have to do is some housework and find time to relax and enjoy things. Relaxing is going to be the hard part. As most of you [...]
From Kindlings:
Do you believe the internet has made the ‘lifestyle’ more accessible to people? How has the internet impacted your lifestyle?
I believe that the internet has helped and hindered the lifestyle. It has been more accessible for me to learn and grow in my relationship. It was the first place I went to explore and [...]
Well, why I’m into BDSM is a loaded question. There are a few things that lead me down this road. I was not always kinky (or maybe I was ). I was married for 3 years. The marriage was luke warm at best and the sex was miserable. I just attributed it to us [...]
I’ll start out by saying that i am in no way shape or form a gorean. That being said, i am curious about your thoughts on Gorean Philosophy. I ask this, because while i am not gorean, and do not wish to be treated as a piece of furnature, i do like a lot of [...]
When Master and I first met online we shared how we were with each other. We got to know our personalities and behaviors and hoped that how we were online was somewhat how we were in real life.
Last night Master informed me during and argument that I was not what was advertised.
I’m not as sexually [...]
Master and I had a wonderfully hot passionate sex session last night. He has given me permission to share details if I so wish, but I don’t Maybe later on, while I do enjoy juicy details as much as the next person I just have to be in the right mood to write them. [...]
There is a lot going on here that I want to talk about, so be prepared.
I’ve been in contact with my dad, who shared with me that my grandmother is gravely ill and may not make it the week coming. I’m not very close to her, but there is always the regrets that creep up [...]
I’ve done something horrible. I don’t know how to talk about it. Before you judge me, please understand that this journal is for my personal thoughts, not for judgement. (Not that it’s going to stop anyone from saying things.)
As a part of my rules with Master, I am not to share photos of myself, explicit [...]
After the activity from yesterday my body aches and my mental self feels released. I can say that yesterday something in me clicked right and I felt myself again. No longer did I feel a shell of myself satisfying Master’s needs. I was there in the moment and I wanted to please him as best [...]
I’ve not done anything this weekend. I should be happy that I’ve not had anything to do but instead I’m hoping I am so busy this next week that I’m exhausted come Friday night. Work means earning money and while I know that freelancing is playing roulette with bills, it will some day end.
I’ve been [...]
I’m feeling a little better today. I’ve worked hard at paying more attention to Master and my emotions. I want to back up to normal self as soon as possible. Trust me though, I was and still am quite down at my loss of libido. I used to rival any man at the amount of [...]
I went out to dinner tonight with some friends. We got on the discussion of our sex lives when this friend expressed her lack thereof with her boyfriend. I piped up that a sex toy would help her if he’s not available. She almost jumped at the idea and off we went to the toy [...]
Ok, so I was a DJ for an internet radio station, now I’m not. The station manager said that I had an attitude with him at one point last week. I can’t say that I did, but what other people perceive is what happened. Of course no one choose to tell me till I show [...]
Master has been very kind to me lately as I struggle once again with shoulder pain. I wish I could afford the Dr bill to find out what is wrong. I hate that I don’t have health insurance. So many things that the trip to the Dr said the pain could be and none of [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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