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Last week I wrote about my issues with exercise and dieting in general. After that post Master spoke to me about how he doesn’t like the depression I get into when I don’t do well with my diet. It was a difficult discussion for me because I knew that if I asked him to take [...]

Master had me take a sleeping pill last night to help me sleep. I didn’t stay asleep as I had hoped but I think the sleep I did get was more restful. I don’t feel as tired today. Thank God.
Master and I have started a bit of a sexual banter with each other. This is [...]

I have to say thank you to everyone who answered the Thursday Question this week about activities that give you pause. It was a tough one.
Activities that we engage in in BDSM are completely personal decisions and I feel that as long as everyone participating is aware of the risks and dangers then the choice [...]

People can come by and ask me questions about anything and I’ll try to answer them honestly and as best I can. I don’t consider myself an expert at all but I do have a pretty good grasp of some things. Here’s a question that was asked awhile back and my response.
I’m so glad I [...]

Tomorrow it was going to be just Master and I and a huge turkey breast with all the fixings. Now, at the last moment we will be hosting our good friends from the South, Selena and her husband. They will be in town visiting their family for dinner but wanted to come visit us after. [...]

Let me start off with a diet week in review since I didn’t do that yesterday. This is week 5 if you are keeping track and I’m way off the diet trail. I weighed in at 315 today. That’s back to the starting point again. I have a few reasons for this and I can [...]

Last week’s question was: You are to be nude in front of a group of people who are also nude. Would you be more comfortable around average to thin people or overweight to obese people and why do you feel this way?
I’m overweight by quite a bit and I feel so much more comfortable around [...]

Every week there will be a BDSM question posed to readers here at luna’s Journey. Feel free to answer it as candidly as you’d like.
This will be a regular weekly addition to the site, come back often and see what people have to say!
This week’s question:
You are to be nude in front of a group [...]

Well, if you hadn’t noticed I’ve not posted here much this week. My domain may have been down for you temporarily. I had to change my DNS server. Sensual Service was down longer and may still be down for some of you. It will come back up (hopefully before Sunday’s posting of journal prompts) [...]

You are a submissive overweight. You need to loose weight to be healthy or has been ordered to by your dominant. Where do you turn? Taking-It-Off is a support group/mailing list for submissives loosing weight. I’ve been a member for almost a year and love it. I’ve lost 40 lbs so far! I suggest it [...]

From Kindlings:
What words do you associate immediately with the following words?
- fear
Failure. I fear failure at all things, but moreso at failing Master. I want to please him at everything and when I don’t do well, I fear his disappointment. So maybe it’s not failure I fear but his disappointment at failing.
- doubt
The uncertain future [...]

I find myself just beginning the sentence that is my punishemtn for wrongdoing. I am miserable and bored. Hours have passed slowly as I contemplate my rebirth. There has to be a rebirth after a wrong so severly recognized as this. The effects on Master and our relationship are huge.
I have to start at square [...]

This week is half over and I feel that I can get back into my routines. If you don’t remember what my routines are, I have them on this blog:
Morning Routine
Evening Routine
Thanks to Flaylady for the ideas for what to put in my routines, I also have daily checklists and cleaning lists to help [...]

I’d like to discuss something. This is my opinion, my thoughts. I am not accusing anyone of anything. I am not exerting any expert advice.
As many of you know, I am in a weight loss group for submissives. We are there to support one another and to cheer each other on in our task to [...]

I’ve not had a very good couple of days. I don’t know what has triggered this new ’bout of memories, but I’m not liking it and there’s no where I can really turn. My childhood was broken, which sadly isn’t as uncommon anymore as it should be. Since I left home in 1996, I thought [...]

I saw a list like this on Master Dream’s precious treasure’s blog and thought it was a kewl thing. It took me 2 hours to come up with 100 things about me. Enjoy and I hope you learn more than you ever thought you wanted to about me.
1. My name is Jennifer, not Jen, Jenn, [...]

I know it’s going to sound like I’m counting down the days or something, but this diet isn’t something that keeps my motivation or sustains my willpower for very long. Truthfully it isn’t a hard diet to follow. I’m not on a major reduction of food, I’m just required more variety. Exercise will be the [...]