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Dear Master,
This weekend was certainly full of a lot of fun! I had a great time at the munch and party. I hope that we will be able to play at parties in the future. I know I get floaty but there has to be a counter to it so that we can travel sooner. [...]

I have a headache, which means that this post will either be rambling or so full of thought that you wouldn’t believe I had a headache. Either way I’m sure it will be enjoyable. Come along for the ride.
I’ve been doing a lot of reevaluating my life lately. How I wonder if I’m working the [...]

Master has been practicing with his new matching set of floggers I made him for Christmas. The first time he used them on me was this last weekend at a play party. He told everyone that this was just practice and not a full fledged scene and that he wasn’t that good at it.
He started [...]

I’ve seen this floating around and thought I’d add my own thoughts:
1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
Went to a porn shop. I’ve not been afraid to, just never had the desire. Now I think Master and I go just as frequently as any other specialty store.
2. Did you keep [...]

This weekend was a lot of fun! Master and I went to a private play party where he got to tie me up. I was in a hogtie and really floaty for quite some time. I loved every minute of it.
We stayed in a suite that had a whirlpool and while Master got more time [...]

Reward this week if I reach 60 mins exercise: $5 towards new sofa/futon ($245 to go)
Monday 11-5

Calories: 1923
Water: 65 oz.
Exercise: 0 minutes

Today I was off balance emotionally. I felt like I couldn’t get enough done, even though I accomplished almost everything on my to do list. I didn’t eat a healthy dinner (I had 3 [...]

Last night Master tied me up. He’s been practicing a new breast harness made purposefully for large breasts. It’s called a cupcake harness because the resulting breasts stick out like the tops of cupcakes beneath the rope. It’s quite a delicious feeling.
I have really found that I’m a rope slut in training; I guess. Just [...]

I don’t think I’m getting decent sleep. I’m feeling tired long before my bedtime and I’m not functioning well during the day. I’ve become disoriented and spacey at work. I feel like I’m barely surviving the drive to and from work. Every day this week just feels like it’s dragging on. I don’t know why [...]

I’m sitting here feeling a bit off for today. Not really sure why, but Master has noticed that I’m agitated. I just can’t relax! I don’t feel like I have a lot to say really.
This weekend Master and I are staying in a whirlpool suite I’m sure that we will have lots of [...]

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Hurrah for sex! My period is over and it’s time to catch up. I’m so looking forward to all the juicy sex I’m going to get. Master is never satiated. I think I’m going to have to give in before he does (as always) but I do know that I will be completely used. Hopefully [...]

Swiped from All Things Spanking : The idea is to copy and paste to your own blog, and bold the things you have done.
01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a [...]

I’ve looked back through the archives lately and notice a trend. I’ve been working on some sexual training for near on 6 months! From blow jobs, to spontaneity and finally nipple clamps. It’s all to please Master and from what I can tell, progress is either non-existent or very very small. Perhaps there are things [...]

Master and I went to a play party yesterday. The exciting thing for me is that Master wanted to bring toys. We have never played in front of people and he has said he had to be very comfortable before he would do that. I was super happy when he pulled out the toys to [...]

Dear Master,
I know you know this is late. I know you know that my mood last night was not going to be conducive to writing. I’m glad that you are allowing me the chance to write this one late. I love you for being stern and yet flexible.
Yesterday’s play party was wonderful. I was so [...]

Cliques are groups of people who want only to associate with themselves. They are in high schools, upper class neighborhoods and can grow anywhere else that people gather. They care only for themselves, gossip about everything, create assumptions about others not in the group and develop a self-pity party. They think they are cool and [...]

1. My name is Jennifer, not Jen, Jenn, Jennie, or Jenny.
2. I have an affinity to peanut butter and chocolate.
3. I’m a dog person, but I have 2 cats.
4. I have one sister and 3 brothers. No one can convince me otherwise.
5. My parents say I had 4 siblings, but now have 3. My mother [...]

I have a huge coding project on my plate now, the largest I have ever done. It’s a gaming community site, with a profile/blogging system like myspace. Ugh. I will be learning a lot by the time I get this one done. At least when I am done with it I can say that I [...]

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:

“It’s so hard to find someone in the Lifestyle that I’m compatible with. You are so lucky to have found someone.”
I don’t know how many times I hear this on a daily basis when conversing. It always brings up my view on the whole dating atmosphere within the Lifestyle. Yes, it is hard to find [...]