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Merry Christmas

Christmas has once again come to us with reminders to give, and love and share the joy of the season with others. Here at home, I have been a rather grinch this year. There are no Christmas decorations up, I have no tree to put my dad’s presents under. My gift to Master was something [...]

[ More ] December 25th, 2007 | 6 Comments | Posted in Holidailies |

Letter to Master 12-23-07

Dear Master,
It’s almost Christmas and I think I may have found my happy thoughts again. I’m sorry you had to endure a long bout of depression and crankiness. I’ve felt pretty good the past few days. The stirring of my sexual desire is definitely a good sign. I’ll be ravaging you soon enough I [...]

[ More ] December 23rd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Protected: Letter to Master 12-9-07

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[ More ] December 9th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Day 1

Today is the first day of Holidailies. I hope to post every day this month in the spirit of Christmas; a kinky Christmas. Master and I made the pictures in the header for this month’s festivities. Hopefully we will have lots of fun to share!
I’m going to be sharing stories from my past and present [...]

[ More ] December 1st, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Holidailies |

Ask Me

I’ve got a new feature here at my blog. It’s on a separate page, titled Ask Me. You can post your questions to me and I will attempt to give you an answer. I’ll take just about any question you can toss at me, and since the questions are moderated, only the ones that get [...]

[ More ] November 1st, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

30 is Old

So a lot of things have popped in and out of my mind today having to do with my birthday, getting older and how things have changed. I’m 30. There’s no getting past that. I feel like I’ve stepped over a hurdle of age and I’m hoping I don’t begin to feel it.
I was [...]

[ More ] October 24th, 2007 | 10 Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Strict Patience

Numerous times on this blog I have mentioned just how patient Master is with me. I’ve battled a lot of emotions and physical struggles when all he wanted was to play, tie me up and spank me. He’s been quietly waiting for me to be in the mood so that the sex and blow job [...]

[ More ] October 22nd, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Ever Changing Submission

I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the past few days, I’ve not been sleeping well and I’ve not been able to server Master as he would wish me to. I’m hoping that this is related to my depressive state, the weather or my current workload. I don’t want to be sick! I’ve had [...]

[ More ] October 17th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission |

Going Pink

It really was a hard choice for me to decide whether I was going purple for National Domestic Violence Awareness month or pink for Breast Cancer awareness. I did Domestic Violence in July for the Blogathon and I intend on doing it again next year so the decision was made. This blog is going pink [...]

[ More ] September 24th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Submission |

Random Meme

Swiped from All Things Spanking : The idea is to copy and paste to your own blog, and bold the things you have done.
01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a [...]

[ More ] September 20th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

Letter to Master 9-16-07

Dear Master,
Not to seem too self centered but I think I did pretty good this week. I hope I can continue on this journey this week. I’ve been a lot more concious of what is going on around you and when you need attention. Right now I know it almost always seems like it is [...]

[ More ] September 16th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

So Hot

We got so busy yesterday with friends after work that I didn’t get to blog like I should, I’m making it up now!
Master and I have the same discussions over and over. They are always about my failings when it comes to the  sexual ballpark of blowjobs.  You hear it on this blog all the [...]

[ More ] September 8th, 2007 | 8 Comments | Posted in Training |

The more I plan…

… the more I have to do. I just never seem to catch up on what I plan on doing and the actual time I have available to do these things. I keep pushing them onto the next day and the next like I’ll miraculously have tons of time one day to do it all.
Yesterday [...]

[ More ] September 5th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Step Up

There’s not a lot going on here today. Work sapped a lot of energy out of me and while I don’t know if Master has noticed he seems lost in his own little game world of EVE.
I’m going pretty well with the new push to diet and be healthy. Master is also eating healthier and [...]

[ More ] August 20th, 2007 | 5 Comments | Posted in Life |

Sexual Training Monologue

I’ve looked back through the archives lately and notice a trend. I’ve been working on some sexual training for near on 6 months! From blow jobs, to spontaneity and finally nipple clamps. It’s all to please Master and from what I can tell, progress is either non-existent or very very small. Perhaps there are things [...]

[ More ] August 15th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Protected: Letter to Master 8-12-07

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[ More ] August 12th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

All Aboard the Sex Caravan!

The nipple clamp training is going nowhere. I can’t get past 5 minutes. Master tried to lift the ring in the middle today and I about panicked. This isn’t fair. I want to please him and I want to be able to take more pain, especially in the nipples where he seems to get the [...]

[ More ] August 10th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Playtime |

Two Pina Coladas

I have my first paid vacation starting now with my job. I have a list of things I want to do for the break and know that I don’t think I’ll get through them all; I will try. I’d love to have been able to go somewhere sandy, with oceans and sun. Instead I’m home; [...]

[ More ] August 3rd, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Essay: BDSM and Child Abuse

by Raven Shadowborne
This is a topic that comes up very often in discussing BDSM. It is guaranteed to cause some very emotional responses. Many try to link a submissive personality to past child abuse. Saying that a submissive personality is a psychological remnant of the past abuse. Some try to say that BDSM is just [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2007 |

Rope Marks

Rope bondage in this house has become a wonderful past time. Master really enjoys himself with the rope and the art that becomes my body. He says it is a different form of play then the impact or sexual play that we do because it’s more intellectual. I can tell that he really likes the [...]

[ More ] July 14th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Playtime |
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