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My boss called me up this morning and asked if he could come by. I said sure, I didn’t have any fear of anything wrong, and who would say no to your boss? Well he did my annual review. I did exceptionally well for only being with the company for 7 months (annual reviews [...]

I’m amazed at how I can go from not enough time in the day to get work done to having so much time on my hands that I’m inventing things to do so that I don’t get bored. I feel that this is just an adjustment period and I do feel that the time will [...]

So…
It’s been one month since I set my resolutions. How am I doing you wonder? I’ve got the update. It’s not that great really, but there’s always progress to be made, ya know?
The Personal Growth resolutions:

Brushing my teeth isn’t going well. I do about twice a week *sigh* How gross I know. This month I [...]

With just a little bit of snow on the ground and the wind whipping around like a banshee it makes me feel the magic of Christmas even more. I don’t know or understand why I am looking forward to this holiday any more than previous ones. We don’t have any more money or have any [...]

I’ve been reading a new blog that is a branch off of another I’ve come to love reading. The training of His slut is the beginning of a new life for good girl… she is training to be a lifestyle submissive. This has brought me to more thinking about how my training down the [...]

This is a neverending tale. I am a continuous disappointment in myself and my Master. I do have positive things in my life, but they seem so few and far between that I’m beginning to think that I’m not worth all this. Sometimes I wake up in the morning with all these intentions, hopes for [...]

Conduct, and support the conduct of, primary research into viable alternative ways to carry on intimate relationships, and into the development of a set of valid constructs [...]

I’m getting better. I had a bit of normalcy today. I was handed my next job for my freelance work, and since I’m allowed to use the computer for work, I worked as best I could today. It felt good to be able to do something normal, something that felt like me, and not some [...]

God, first my period is 5 days early. Then it's so heavy that I feel like I'm going to bleed out. Now I feel sapped of energy and can't get enough water. My period hasn't been this bad in months. I hate these damn things.

This week is half over and I feel that I can get back into my routines. If you don’t remember what my routines are, I have them on this blog:
Morning Routine
Evening Routine
Thanks to Flaylady for the ideas for what to put in my routines, I also have daily checklists and cleaning lists to help [...]

I went out to dinner tonight with some friends. We got on the discussion of our sex lives when this friend expressed her lack thereof with her boyfriend. I piped up that a sex toy would help her if he’s not available. She almost jumped at the idea and off we went to the toy [...]

Master and I have been going through a period of training. Nothing out of the ordinary in this sort of relationship, but for me it can be mentally stressful and emotionally hard for me. I’ve spoken about it before: blowjobs… well more specifically swallowing Master’s cum. Many submissives and slaves have stated to me in [...]

Yes break is coming, just 3 more days till Spring Break. The only thing I have to do during break is my mid-term for Structure in Spanish. I hope to enjoy Master’s company and work on The Iron Gate site a bit more. I always have more upgrades to do and things to improve. Sensual [...]

Yes Valentine’s was hard. Thank you for all the comments to my blog about your thoughts and feelings and the support while I work on things.
Yesterday after some gentle coaxing from starla I was able to see that I have a greater goal to reach and not to dwell on this setback. I did finally [...]

I had a dream last night of what Valentine’s Day should have been like. It should have included romantic interludes, and affectionate gazes. It should have had time being with each other, so close you could breathe the same air. It should have had climaxes and breaks for exhaustion. It should have let me feel [...]

Have you felt illness or other factors (depression, stress, PMS, etc) interfere with your ability to serve as well as you want? How do you handle those times? from Kindlings
Right now I’m having a huge bout of PMS. Within that challenge are hormonal imbalances that cause me mental and emotional stress. I am grumpy, fatigued, [...]

Master and I went to the gym today. I feel great. I hope that I can keep the motivation I feel right now for exercise and can keep on my diet. I weighed myself again today, which I know that it shouldn’t be an obsession, but I lost 2 more lbs. from my last weigh [...]

Someday, hopefully soon, I am going to remember to address Master correctly. For about 2 weeks now, since the start of my new rules, I have been failing miserably. I am supposed to address Master whenever I ask a question, answer a question or reply to an order. I haven’t done a good job and [...]

So I come home after a very long first week of classes to figure out what I can do in my free time…. to find a ton of homework on my plate. I hope to get as much of it done on Saturday as possible so that Sunday I can just enjoy myself, relax and [...]

Well, I don’t think this will be a long post as I have a terrible headache, but I wanted to say that my classes are going fine, and I only have one that I will absolutely hate. Thankfully it only meets once a week. I can survive it. There is about 3 hours of homework [...]