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I’m still in a fog. The last few days have been powerfully erotic and highly sexual with Master and I. On Tuesday I reached for Master before going to bed, bringing him with me to the bedroom. I was so horny, my back was better (we had abstained while it recovered, and before that I [...]

[ More ] August 5th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Playtime |

Trials and Prayers

I would just like to share with you that I am having some very hard times here at home and I would like everyone’s thoughts and prayers for a quick turn around so that my nerves will settle, my hands stop twitching and my mind relaxes.
If anyone has gone without nutrition for a period of [...]

[ More ] July 13th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Quiet Thunder

I’ve had 3 people note today that I’m awfully quiet. I’m not sure why I’m not my normal talkative self, but I find that there has to be days where your mind is elsewhere, or your thoughts just aren’t ready for speaking. I guess it could mean that I’m overwhelmed with worry, or that I’m [...]

[ More ] June 26th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Stability

Summer has drained my energy and desire to do anything but stay cool. I’m not complaining really as it could be worse. It could be hotter than hot and oppressive humidity. I am very thankful to not be living in the southeast.
My energy level is also affected by my period which refuses to come. I’m [...]

[ More ] June 21st, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

A weekend…

So, it’s supposed to be warm for the next few days, and I’m not looking forward to the noise this old air conditioner will be producing while we suffer in heat. I want a new window unit someday, but priorities are kinda jumbled right now. Master is working hard this weekend to try and get [...]

[ More ] June 17th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Fighting to get in the mood

I have been battling a disinterest in sex lately. I feel terrible that I haven’t really felt like being touched or touching at all. I’m sure there are outside influences as to why I’ve been so antisex lately. I’ve had to sit and figure it out, because I’m tired of feeling like something is wrong [...]

[ More ] May 18th, 2005 | 1 Comment | Posted in Journal Prompts, Role Dynamics, Submission |

Fun with Friends

I went out and spent most of the day with friends of mine from school. It was great. I wandered the stores, and chatted about all sorts of things. Master is the center of conversation for me on most occasions but I was relaxed and talked about anything. We discussed next semester where I am [...]

[ More ] May 13th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Subspace

Today’s forum was subspace and it went great. We all talked and shared a lot of things with each other. I know I learned a lot. I feel more secure in my life, my choice of submission. I learned that there are different facets of subspace and that everyone experiences it differently. I also learned [...]

[ More ] April 18th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

The touch of love

There is a time in everyone’s relationship where you get a realization you are with the right person. I reached that point today when Master took me in his arms to comfort me during a nasty period of cramps. I felt so relaxed at that point and so comforted by the fact that my love [...]

[ More ] March 9th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Darn hormones

This period is whipping my butt. I feel like crud today, I hurt and worst of all I have terrible chocolate cravings. I can’t wait till Thursday when I can have chocolate again. It’s one of the worst weeks I’ve had in a long while for these cramps. How is someone to not be [...]

[ More ] March 7th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

My sexual self

I am a sexual being. I am allowed to feel sexy and horny. I need to express myself more to Master. I want him to need me as much as I want him.
Last night Master brought something to my attention for correction, yet again. This one really knocked me down. I never even thought there [...]

[ More ] January 25th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

So much time without saying anything

I haven’t posted here for awhile, and for that I’m not sure what to say other than I have a lot to catch up on.
First, Sunday Master and I played and I almost fainted. It was pretty scary so I made an appointment to see my doctor. Master was very worried for me and we [...]

[ More ] January 21st, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Merry Christmas!

I am on my snowy way to my father’s for Christmas today. I hope all goes well and I can find happiness this season. Tomorrow my sister gets married and I am so excited for her. I have been busy packing since last night and have just a bit more before we are under way.
Master [...]

[ More ] December 21st, 2004 | No Comments | Posted in Life |
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