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Starting tomorrow evening I have vacation for the entire week next week. In my dreams I am Master’s submissive at his beck and call all week. That’s not very realistic for us as he has to continue working every day except Memorial Day. And so my plans are slightly altered.
I’m going to do a lot [...]

Master has plans for lots of service and sex and debauchery for this weekend. I’m feeling better about my body and my arousal is slowly climbing. I’ve been in such a funk lately I feel so bad that he’s had to put up with me. I’ve not been sexual, I’ve not been needy and he’s [...]

I hate bad news, but I’ve got some sitting in my back pocket that I’ve postponed sharing with you all. Master and I will not be going to Shibaricon. We just couldn’t come up with all the funds we need. I’m still down about and hopefully we can start saving early to attend next year. [...]

Sometimes when you are itching for some play it’s a very specific type of play that you want. In our relationship I’m free to ask for what I want, but Master does not have to comply. Today I asked Master for some helpless fuck whore time. I wanted to be bound so that I couldn’t [...]

I have a headache, which means that this post will either be rambling or so full of thought that you wouldn’t believe I had a headache. Either way I’m sure it will be enjoyable. Come along for the ride.
I’ve been doing a lot of reevaluating my life lately. How I wonder if I’m working the [...]

Just a year ago….
This December is very different from last year. We were scraping the barrel of money this time last year and if I recall we had a turkey roast for dinner. This year we are doing a bit better and there will be real turkey in the oven.  I have full time work [...]

Ok, so I really don’t have anything to say. I know that everyone has instances of this in their blogging. Master requires that I write every M,W, F and Sun. So here I am.
While I don’t have a lot to say, I do have plans. Master’s birthday is Sunday. He’s turning 24! So young, so [...]

Last night Master tied me up. He’s been practicing a new breast harness made purposefully for large breasts. It’s called a cupcake harness because the resulting breasts stick out like the tops of cupcakes beneath the rope. It’s quite a delicious feeling.
I have really found that I’m a rope slut in training; I guess. Just [...]

So a lot of things have popped in and out of my mind today having to do with my birthday, getting older and how things have changed. I’m 30. There’s no getting past that. I feel like I’ve stepped over a hurdle of age and I’m hoping I don’t begin to feel it.
I was [...]

Let me start off with a diet week in review since I didn’t do that yesterday. This is week 5 if you are keeping track and I’m way off the diet trail. I weighed in at 315 today. That’s back to the starting point again. I have a few reasons for this and I can [...]

In two weeks I will be 30. I’m not sure how I think about this. I do know that I think about it often. It’s a milestone in my life and I don’t even know if I’ve really gotten far from my last milestone of 21. Sure I’ve traveled this journey and taken a few [...]

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The nipple clamp training is going nowhere. I can’t get past 5 minutes. Master tried to lift the ring in the middle today and I about panicked. This isn’t fair. I want to please him and I want to be able to take more pain, especially in the nipples where he seems to get the [...]

Yesterday’s rope demo munch has pretty good. We were new people at this munch and while there were no introductions we did feel… foreign. The rope demo however, was fantastic. Master and I as well as the entire group got hands on fun. Master didn’t learn a whole lot; but what he did was great.
The [...]

The NLA-I DVP is a project of the National Leather Association. They began in 1998 with the purpose of educating the BDSM community about the difference between consensual kinky play and abuse. They help victims seek safety and help and provide a large base of resources for the scene. They were the first SM organization [...]

Master has been wanting to take me to see the fireworks for the 4th of July and all I have to do is look up when they are. He wants me to be happy because lately I’ve not been. So you’d think that I ran over to the news website to look up the next [...]

Dear Master,
I know you know this is late. I know you know that my mood last night was not going to be conducive to writing. I’m glad that you are allowing me the chance to write this one late. I love you for being stern and yet flexible.
Yesterday’s play party was wonderful. I was so [...]

Well, if you hadn’t noticed I’ve not posted here much this week. My domain may have been down for you temporarily. I had to change my DNS server. Sensual Service was down longer and may still be down for some of you. It will come back up (hopefully before Sunday’s posting of journal prompts) [...]

Dear Master,
Anal sex tonight. Yes we will get there. I promised you on Saturday and my body was not agreeable. But today I’m ready and my body is agreeing. I like anal sex you know. No matter how much I sulk and groan about butt plug training I do enjoy when you use me anally. [...]

In an effort to be productive I have worked on The Iron Gate this morning. Just some basic maintenance stuff like adding descriptions to essays and links to hopefully make them more useful to users. I’ve got plans to work on the admin section a bit so that updating the site is a bit easier [...]