Each relationship that we pursue is going to be unique and different. We can not compare one person’s dynamic with another’s even if we can agree that it is under the term of BDSM that we hold this relationship. In a recent comment on the post Speech Training there came up a need for me [...]
I’ve come to the understanding that I am a blog addict. Master mentions all the time that I am constantly reading blogs. With ease I have them all in my RSS reader so that I don’t have to click the 50+ links on my sidebar everyday. The new information comes to me. Now most of [...]
Dear Santa,
I’ve tried so hard to be a good girl this year. Does that count?
No, really, I have been a good girl. I’ve worked hard on being a kind, polite woman that Master can be very proud of. I may not have achieved any of my resolutions from last year, but that’s what this year [...]
Just a year ago….
This December is very different from last year. We were scraping the barrel of money this time last year and if I recall we had a turkey roast for dinner. This year we are doing a bit better and there will be real turkey in the oven. I have full time work [...]
On my way home from work today I was thinking about how far I’ve come since I was collared in February. I’m amazed at how comfortable I’ve become with my role. I’m more accepting of Master’s rules and his control over me. I don’t fight quite so much. My sexual submission has come leaps and [...]
It’s Sunday again, and you know what that means. I have stepped on the scale to see if this week will show improvement from last week. If you all remember I was up quite a bit because of my period but that’s over now. I was 318.5.
Today’s weigh in: 313.5
Yup, that’s right, I stood on [...]
This morning I got up to weigh feeling very hesitant to step on the scale. I’ve not been doing so well with my food intake at night and I’m also on my period so I knew I was bloated and the number was going to be off. I’m hoping that next week has a better [...]
From Submissive Journal Prompts:
How do you feel about the idea of ‘breaking a slave’?
For me, the idea of breaking a slave goes against the natural progression of a submissive/slave. I perceive it as a forced breakdown of someone’s own will, their own attitude and sometimes their own thought process.
What generally results is a blank canvas [...]
This week we talked about whether BDSM can be considered a sexual orientation. Here’s what you said:
this girl says:
Hi Luna.
I think so. BDSM is about what turns us on, our wildest, darkest fantasies and desires and it crosses over with sex so much. I think its more appropriate to call it a sexual orientation than [...]
Reward this week if I reach 60 mins exercise: $5 towards new sofa/futon ($245 to go)
Monday 11-5
Calories: 1923
Water: 65 oz.
Exercise: 0 minutes
Today I was off balance emotionally. I felt like I couldn’t get enough done, even though I accomplished almost everything on my to do list. I didn’t eat a healthy dinner (I had 3 [...]
Alright so here I am again preparing to do the difficult task of losing weight. I took a short hiatus to correct my mood and now that is under control I think I can work on my diet and exercise. This week promises to be really hard. I have a lot of little goals in [...]
So, you probably wonder where I was yesterday since if you know my schedule I should have blogged yesterday. Well, I was in bed, sick. I’ve had whatever crud has been going around. Master only got touched by it, but it laid me flat yesterday. Whatever it is, I’m not 100% yet which is a [...]
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Well, I’m up 1 pound for my weight loss goal. That means I can’t make that progress bar on the right go down any. That’s not to say there isn’t any progress through!
If you haven’t been with me since the beginning I have challenged myself to lose 10 lbs by the end of this year. [...]
We got so busy yesterday with friends after work that I didn’t get to blog like I should, I’m making it up now!
Master and I have the same discussions over and over. They are always about my failings when it comes to the sexual ballpark of blowjobs. You hear it on this blog all the [...]
I have a writing assignment that actually was supposed to be done during my vacation week but it slipped my mind and now I’m working on it. Well, I’m thinking about it. I’m not really sure what I should say exactly. I have so many ideas swimming in my head but something is holding me [...]
kiana made a good point in a comment on my last post. I’m not very positive thinking. I’ve heard it before, on this blog and in person and it comes as no surprise. I’ve always been pessimistic about everything. It causes me to worry about anything, to assume the worst in events and people and [...]
I’ve looked back through the archives lately and notice a trend. I’ve been working on some sexual training for near on 6 months! From blow jobs, to spontaneity and finally nipple clamps. It’s all to please Master and from what I can tell, progress is either non-existent or very very small. Perhaps there are things [...]
Nipple clamps. Something in everyone’s toybag, right? An item that a lot of people can’t life without. Others have a love/hate relationship with them. I on the other hand am terrified of them. I have never ever been able to go long with them on; I end up screaming in a panic when the pain [...]
…have my sponsors all gone? I’ve had people say they were going to pledge but haven’t yet. It makes me nervous. Should I lower my goal? Is it way out of my league? Are people not wanting to pledge? I have 19 days left people, crack open those wallets!
Thank you so much to everyone who [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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