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I’m a stats whore. I love checking my stats almost 3 times a day (maybe more). I’ve watched my stats fall quite drastically since January. I’m not sure what has changed in my writing to cause it, but I know that I have a regular following and I have readers and commenters that I love. [...]

I’ve seen this floating around and thought I’d add my own thoughts:
1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
Went to a porn shop. I’ve not been afraid to, just never had the desire. Now I think Master and I go just as frequently as any other specialty store.
2. Did you keep [...]

We got so busy yesterday with friends after work that I didn’t get to blog like I should, I’m making it up now!
Master and I have the same discussions over and over. They are always about my failings when it comes to the  sexual ballpark of blowjobs.  You hear it on this blog all the [...]

Responding to the Thursday Question: Each person’s service is unique. What makes your service unique and special?
Doing something just like everyone else isn’t really what the lifestyle I lead is all about. I was taught through reading and others that my relationship can be however it develops into; there is no right or wrong way [...]

Cliques are groups of people who want only to associate with themselves. They are in high schools, upper class neighborhoods and can grow anywhere else that people gather. They care only for themselves, gossip about everything, create assumptions about others not in the group and develop a self-pity party. They think they are cool and [...]

It happened yet again. I can’t even remember all of the heated discussion however I can remember the spark that set it all off.
Wednesday I asked Master to help me with a bit of code that I didn’t know how to do. I had gone online and someone had offered their script for it but [...]

I feel off today. I’m not sure 100% why. I’ve had a lot of thoughts going through my mind lately, not all of them good. Concerns that will get voiced when I’m ready to do so. I want to be sure that these concerns are founded in truth and not just emotional things.
I begin to [...]

Today I have been so annoyed with Master. I’m not 100% sure why but it has lead to some very tense moments and I have taken a long drive to get away from my thoughts for the day.
I woke up at 5:30am. I haven’t done so in over a year and I just couldn’t sleep, [...]

I am getting more and more annoyed with Blogger. More often than not it loads only half my post, it takes forever to upload things, and sometimes it looses posts altogether. Anyone else having these problems? I’m thinking of moving off Blogger with a blogging system on my server instead. I am afraid I might [...]

While this isn’t a big deal, I find that I’m just terrible at IM chatting; especially with random new people. I guess if they are IM’ing me, they have a purpose and I really don’t help them figure me out. It’s always the same thing:
Hi.
Hello.
How are you?
I’m fine, you?
Good thanks. What’s up?
Nothing.
So, tell me about [...]

I’m trying towards a goal. While Master and I are still not sure where we will end up, we are certainly having a lot of ups and downs, explorations and excitement on the way. We are a first time relationship, we have agreed to work into things slowly. I’d have to say that about every [...]

I had a dream last night of what Valentine’s Day should have been like. It should have included romantic interludes, and affectionate gazes. It should have had time being with each other, so close you could breathe the same air. It should have had climaxes and breaks for exhaustion. It should have let me feel [...]

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Master has gotten into the habit of saying this quite often, at least this week. Now on a normal occasion where this would come in is if I had forgotten to say thank you, as I’m supposed to. Lately that “reminder” has come immediately after Master doing something for me. He doesn’t even [...]

Today was a short fuse day. I can’t explain it; I was just grouchy, and if things didn’t go my way then I was mad. I’ve never been so angry about the simplest things. I don’t know why I have such a short fuse today but Master certainly noticed and expressed his concern and desire [...]

I’d like to discuss something. This is my opinion, my thoughts. I am not accusing anyone of anything. I am not exerting any expert advice.
As many of you know, I am in a weight loss group for submissives. We are there to support one another and to cheer each other on in our task to [...]

What is Christmas like for those that are sharing it with their partners only? I’ve only once spent a Christmas away from family and friends and it was miserable. Of course I was alone then. Are Christmas’ more romantic and quiet when there is just the two of you? I’m going to find out this [...]

Chris Wilson, of Lakeland Florida, is the webmaster of NTFU, a user forum created in June of 2004 where people could post pictures of their wives or girlfriends nude. It recieved some national attention for the “G.I. Jane” controversy, but most recently for images of corpses in Iraq.
Chris granted interviews to dozens of news agencies [...]

As my rules state, I have to be forthcoming with all worries and troubles so that Master can take care of me and know what my mind is thinking throughout the day. Today my mind is stuck on money, or the lack thereof. We have things lined up that will pay out sooner or later, [...]

For some of you, this will be an unusual post. I am about to rant. I’ve not done that here, but maybe twice so please, feel free to be shocked, bewildered, and chuckle. ‘Cause deep down inside, I’m doing it too.
Nothing exciting here this time I’m afraid. I’d like to just vent about [...]

Well, so barring something terrible, Master will get paid tomorrow and we have plans to get a window air conditioner with part of it. We went comparison shopping today and found a 8,000 BTU unit for 142.00 USD at Menards. Yay. I really can’t wait. I don’t know how well it will cool, as a [...]