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Feel the Pain

In an effort to be productive I have worked on The Iron Gate this morning. Just some basic maintenance stuff like adding descriptions to essays and links to hopefully make them more useful to users. I’ve got plans to work on the admin section a bit so that updating the site is a bit easier [...]

[ More ] April 14th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Dear Master 4-1-07

Dear Master,
We just finished having a bit of fun and I guess I do have to admit that I am beginning to like blow jobs with you. I have to keep focused on your sounds and reactions and it becomes about giving you more pleasure and not fussing over my discomfort. I am happy [...]

[ More ] April 3rd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Resolution

Well, it’s not what I hoped for but there is some good in people that is so touching. I have an acquaintance at work; the person who covers my job if I’m not there. She came and picked me up Monday and yesterday while my job was in the shop. I was able to work [...]

[ More ] February 21st, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Just Routine

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

[ More ] November 3rd, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Writing Assignments |

Suck It In

Master is disappointed in me. After 2 years of wanting a corset and drooling over them and aching for them, I have worn my new corset 3 times in a month. I still love to see it sitting there, waiting to be tied in place and the ensuing pleasure across his face when I walk [...]

[ More ] October 29th, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Submissive Qualities

I am submissive. I have qualities in my person and my behavior that lead me to this conclusion. As a part of my essay here, I will discuss my qualities as they are now, how I’d like them enhanced in the development and training I hope to go through. After that I want to [...]

[ More ] October 22nd, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Writing Assignments |

Sexual Fantasy

From Submissive Journal Prompts: Write out three of your favorite sexual fantasies. If this is new to you, make one up now.Writing out my sexual fantasies is to admit that I have them. I’m certain that I do but I’ve keep them pretty quiet, even to Master. I’m sure he’d entertain them. So, maybe I [...]

[ More ] October 16th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Letters to Master #5

Dated: 9-24-06
Dear Master,
I told you that before I went back to online blogging I was going to write about symbols and my need for them. The loss of my collar, the only symbol I have of my submission has made me feel really lost. There is something special about ritual and symbols that bring me [...]

[ More ] October 1st, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Thinking about Future Training

I’ve been reading a new blog that is a branch off of another I’ve come to love reading. The training of His slut is the beginning of a new life for good girl… she is training to be a lifestyle submissive. This has brought me to more thinking about how my training down the [...]

[ More ] September 27th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in BlogMail |

Submissive Journal Prompt #8: What makes a person submissive?

What, in your eyes, makes a person submissive?
A submissive is a man or woman that for whatever reason chooses to follow the directions, adjust to behavior modifications and submit to the power of another. These things can include but are not limited to sexual submission, domestic service, platonic recession of power, work environment with a [...]

[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Journal Prompts |

Q & A: Is pain pleasurable?

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:
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[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Submissive Journal Prompt #7: Training by someone other than owner

From Kindlings:
Would you want to be trained (in whatever areas applied) by someone who you were not owned by? Why or why not? In what areas?
Yes I think I would like to be trained by someone other than my owner in a few areas. The only reason I would is because I know my Master [...]

[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 3 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Journal Prompts |

Q & A: What’s the difference between BDSM and the Lifestyle?

This question is very common among people who don’t understand a lot of what BDSM is. BDSM is a huge acronym for Bondage/Discipline/Domination/Submission/Sadism/Masochism. Now that doesnt mean that when you are into BDSM that you are into all of them. The beauty of it is that you can pick and choose what you like and [...]

[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Submissive Journal Prompt #6: Crave structure

From Kindlings:
Do you crave structure in your life, or are you more of a ‘go with the flow’ sort of person?
I definitely crave structure. I prefer to have lists and organized things throughout the day to just winging it. I am a to-do list maker and tend to stick to it pretty well. Within my [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Journal Prompts |

What is a D/s relationship?

I thought I’d cover what my relationship is in comparison to a “normal” or vanilla relationship.
A D/s relationship’s core is power exchange. One person is the dominant and the other is submissive. In my relationship my boyfriend is the Dominant. He is in charge. It’s a lot like the old 50’s style marriage in this [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Q & A: khouria wants to know why I am into BDSM?

Well, why I’m into BDSM is a loaded question. There are a few things that lead me down this road. I was not always kinky (or maybe I was ). I was married for 3 years. The marriage was luke warm at best and the sex was miserable. I just attributed it to us [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2006 | 3 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Question answered: nawa wants to know about Gorean Philosophy

I’ll start out by saying that i am in no way shape or form a gorean. That being said, i am curious about your thoughts on Gorean Philosophy. I ask this, because while i am not gorean, and do not wish to be treated as a piece of furnature, i do like a lot of [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Sexual Connection

Master and I had a very good discussion last night after a moment of confusion. It has me wondering if I’m the only person in the world that has this issue, even thought I know it can’t be.
Master has ordered me to do sexual favors for him. It’s not uncommon in D/s relationships that I [...]

[ More ] July 8th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Task- Coffee Attention

Master has always expressed certain things he wished I would do, or would pay more attention to. I think, if I can add it to my list of duties, dieting, housework and searching for a job I am going to add a submissive task to my weekly improvements list.
We have talked about the fact that [...]

[ More ] May 14th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Training |

Trying

Master and I have been going through a period of training. Nothing out of the ordinary in this sort of relationship, but for me it can be mentally stressful and emotionally hard for me. I’ve spoken about it before: blowjobs… well more specifically swallowing Master’s cum. Many submissives and slaves have stated to me in [...]

[ More ] March 26th, 2006 | 3 Comments | Posted in Playtime |
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