I hate bad news, but I’ve got some sitting in my back pocket that I’ve postponed sharing with you all. Master and I will not be going to Shibaricon. We just couldn’t come up with all the funds we need. I’m still down about and hopefully we can start saving early to attend next year. [...]
Master had me take a sleeping pill last night to help me sleep. I didn’t stay asleep as I had hoped but I think the sleep I did get was more restful. I don’t feel as tired today. Thank God.
Master and I have started a bit of a sexual banter with each other. This is [...]
I’ve not been feeling quite myself lately. I went to bed at 7pm last night, without dinner and slept albeit fitfully for the entire night. I’ve been having problems sleeping I’ve noticed but can’t pin down a source to my frequent waking at night. It’s never enough for me to get out of bed [...]
I seem to be having a problem posting to the blog on Friday. This is the second week in a row that Master has asked me to post my Friday post on Saturday. I hope this doesn’t become a habit of mine. For some reason I just feel really wiped out on Friday. I’ve been [...]
I don’t think I’m getting decent sleep. I’m feeling tired long before my bedtime and I’m not functioning well during the day. I’ve become disoriented and spacey at work. I feel like I’m barely surviving the drive to and from work. Every day this week just feels like it’s dragging on. I don’t know why [...]
I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the past few days, I’ve not been sleeping well and I’ve not been able to server Master as he would wish me to. I’m hoping that this is related to my depressive state, the weather or my current workload. I don’t want to be sick! I’ve had [...]
This weekend is going to be a focus on rules weekend. Hopefully it will be a smooth transition to what I want to be all the time. I’m going to work on getting 75% or better of my rules done correctly all weekend. I have to work overtime tomorrow so I am going to do [...]
Life isn’t so perfect here in Master’s house. I’ve been down a lot lately. I’ve slacked on all of my rules and duties to Master. I’m having problems taking orders and not really doing anything for myself either. You can blame it on whatever you’d like; but it has to stop. Now I’ll be the [...]
Well folks,
It’s been a wonderful time here bring awareness for BDSM vs. Abuse. I’ve raised almost $500 for The National Leather Association-International Domestic Violence Project. Thank you so much to all my sponsors who believed with me that change starts with just $1. I hope that throughout this event if you’ve skimmed or read my [...]
During my cold Master only requires the basics of me. In this household that is coffee and dinner. He’s very lax over the rest of my rules and I’m so very grateful, the only things I seem to be able to do well is drippy, sneezy, coughing and sleeping. Ick.
Work was pretty hard too. I [...]
I masturbated last night. It was the first time in almost a year that I did so alone without Master being present. It was actually pretty good. There’s something about masturbating for relief that makes it so satisfying. Masturbating for pleasure is so different. For one, it lasts longer. When I want to take care [...]
This week marked a landmark in my weight loss struggles. I reached my lowest weight in 5 years. I do hope that I didn’t gain it all back but will have to wait till next week to weigh again to know for sure. I was very happy to say the least and hopeful that I [...]
I got news today that I will be starting work full time on a trial basis before the end of this month. I can’t wait! This is the news I have been anticipating for 2 months now, finally just one more hurdle and it will happen. Thank goodness! With the added hours will come more [...]
I’m ready for 2007. I’m ready to make a change in my life for the good. I’ve set my resolutions and now I am planning getting them going. The sooner I make them habit the better chance I have in keeping them going.
I cleaned the house a bit today with plans to do the rest [...]
I would have been instructed to write in my blog yesterday had the interenet been available. It is finally up today and so I am backposting this entry that I handwrote yesterday. Thank you to everyone that is sending me support and kind words in this. It truely does help me stay focused and know [...]
I find myself just beginning the sentence that is my punishemtn for wrongdoing. I am miserable and bored. Hours have passed slowly as I contemplate my rebirth. There has to be a rebirth after a wrong so severly recognized as this. The effects on Master and our relationship are huge.
I have to start at square [...]
I’m depressed, and more than just slightly. I’m caught between bouts of crying and sleeping with a disinterest in all things around me. Interesting enough Master asked me if my good subbie routine would fade when I’m not depressed anymore. I guess I am more attentive and behave when I am like this. I don’t [...]
I just love weekends. I’ve begun planning a Saturday with Master and I hope to live up to what I want it to be someday. I can’t say for sure, but I’d love it to be a lot of us time. I woke up horny this morning and gave Master a handjob. I think he [...]
I’m posting once again for two reasons:
I’m reading blogs and something struck me, thus the post.
My personal server is down, Master is still sleeping and so I can’t work as all my work is on the server.
So, I’m here to talk about discipline. I read The Punishment Book on occasion, more out of fascination than [...]
One year ago, I was waiting at the airport, my heart in my throat, nerves running jolts through my body. I was scared too, fearful that we wouldn’t be compatible once we saw one another. But as I looked up to see him coming down the stairs to the waiting area my heart stopped. His [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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