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Give and Receive

I can with all confidence say that I am submissive. I may have lost my way for awhile and it did affect our relationship severely. You ask me again what makes me submissive and I really can’t find anything more to add to what I have already said once before. To reiterate them here; my [...]

[ More ] January 22nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Ritual and Symbolism |

The Scales

Master and I are off balance. Lately we’ve been doing our own thing, freely snapping at each other and not very welcoming to D/s or even vanilla sexual advances. It could be all related to holiday stress, or financial strain. Master and I have stayed at our own computers and not really interacting more than, [...]

[ More ] December 21st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Day 3

Christmas is somehow magical. It’s not just the chill in the air and the music piped into every nook and cranny. It has nothing to do with the decorations, the presents or the bell-ringers at the mall.  I don’t even think it has anything to do with religion. Christmas is about inspiring hope and peace [...]

[ More ] December 3rd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Holidailies |

Protected: Letter to Master 12-2-07

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[ More ] December 2nd, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Poor Sleep Makes for Negative Thoughts

I don’t think I’m getting decent sleep. I’m feeling tired long before my bedtime and I’m not functioning well during the day. I’ve become disoriented and spacey at work. I feel like I’m barely surviving the drive to and from work. Every day this week just feels like it’s dragging on. I don’t know why [...]

[ More ] November 7th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

Progress

So, you probably wonder where I was yesterday since if you know my schedule I should have blogged yesterday. Well, I was in bed, sick. I’ve had whatever crud has been going around. Master only got touched by it, but it laid me flat yesterday. Whatever it is, I’m not 100% yet which is a [...]

[ More ] October 30th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics, Skinny Thoughts |

Protected: Letter to Master 10-28-07

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[ More ] October 28th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Cookies and Love

Well folks, I’m doing good. Master has commented a couple times about how relaxed I appear. I don’t feel as stressed as I usually am. Either I’m getting over this hurdle or the St John’s Wart is doing the trick. I’d like to think I’m doing this on my own, but a bit of natural [...]

[ More ] October 26th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Umm

It’s nearing the end of Love Our Lurkers day and I have just over 20 swats set up for my birthday thanks to comments from my readers. The beauty of this game is that it continues until the 20th! If you’ve been lurking and you come across my blog, feel free to comment! Master, of [...]

[ More ] October 12th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Protected: Letter to Master 9-30-07

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[ More ] September 30th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Protected: Letter to Master 9-25-07

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[ More ] September 25th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

One of the hardest things

I just did one of the hardest things I think I’ve had to do so far in my submissive life. I went to Master and told him that I’ve been slacking on my rules and felt that I should be punished. Yesterday was my shaving day and instead of shaving it all off (save my [...]

[ More ] September 20th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts, Submission |

How May I Serve Thee?

I need to brainstorm for my writing assignment. My writing assignment for this week is to discuss a ritual that I might like to add to our relationship. I have a few in mind but I’d love to hear everyone else’s ideas. What rituals do you love in your own relationships?
I have a bedtime ritual [...]

[ More ] September 17th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life, Training |

Suck and Grow

I swear that if I weren’t so young I would think I’m entering ‘the change’. My moods have been all over the place this week and it’s driving me and Master nuts! Yesterday after a very successful and fun blow job (yup!) I crashed. I crashed big time. I’m stressed about my weight and the [...]

[ More ] September 12th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Playtime, Skinny Thoughts |

The more I plan…

… the more I have to do. I just never seem to catch up on what I plan on doing and the actual time I have available to do these things. I keep pushing them onto the next day and the next like I’ll miraculously have tons of time one day to do it all.
Yesterday [...]

[ More ] September 5th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Turning it Around

You love me, you really really love me! I’ve been down on myself lately; yes. I’ve had so many comments and emails practically telling me what I should already know and don’t practice. I never knew you had it in you; let alone had it in me. I’m going to make some changes. I’m going [...]

[ More ] August 29th, 2007 | 6 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts, Training |

Blah

Middle of the week and I don’t have anything to talk about.
I’ve been busy with work and website work. Not a lot of sexual appetite and Master is suffering, sort of. He’s playing a lot of games and while it’s not hard to get his attention; I’ve not bothered him really. He works so hard [...]

[ More ] August 22nd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Negative Positive

kiana made a good point in a comment on my last post. I’m not very positive thinking. I’ve heard it before, on this blog and in person and it comes as no surprise. I’ve always been pessimistic about everything. It causes me to worry about anything, to assume the worst in events and people and [...]

[ More ] August 17th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Paces

Life isn’t so perfect here in Master’s house. I’ve been down a lot lately. I’ve slacked on all of my rules and duties to Master. I’m having problems taking orders and not really doing anything for myself either. You can blame it on whatever you’d like; but it has to stop. Now I’ll be the [...]

[ More ] August 1st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Uncategorized |

Sex Advice: Masturbation and Fertility

WWTCK_Arthur asks: Can daily masturbation affect your ability to produce children?
Well now that would be so sad if it were true! Unlike women, men have an unlimited supply of the little guys. Masturbation will not affect your sperm production much. In general, the more frequently a man ejaculates, the more efficiently his sperm-producing mechanisms must [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2007 |
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