Now that I have my rules laid out, I have to try to start following them. I know that the next few weeks are going to be rocky as I learn them, get used to them and be constantly reminded of things he has initiated. While I am more than ready, I’m also very nervous [...]
A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]
Dated 10-18-06
Dear Master,
I’ve been in a mood. This mood hasn’t been out for awhile and I’ve honestly been trying to surpress it. I want to be your slut. I want to be tied and used over and over. The reason I am trying to hold it back is purely physical. My shoulder is killing me [...]
- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut
I was born in…
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. [...]
We had been talking about this day for over a week. Master wanted to schedule time to play. I was more than eager to play as well. I woke up this morning in the right mood as well. BONUS! I took a bath. Last night we got some special preview bath wash from Bath and [...]
I thought I’d cover what my relationship is in comparison to a “normal” or vanilla relationship.
A D/s relationship’s core is power exchange. One person is the dominant and the other is submissive. In my relationship my boyfriend is the Dominant. He is in charge. It’s a lot like the old 50’s style marriage in this [...]
I’ve done something horrible. I don’t know how to talk about it. Before you judge me, please understand that this journal is for my personal thoughts, not for judgement. (Not that it’s going to stop anyone from saying things.)
As a part of my rules with Master, I am not to share photos of myself, explicit [...]
Today I have been so annoyed with Master. I’m not 100% sure why but it has lead to some very tense moments and I have taken a long drive to get away from my thoughts for the day.
I woke up at 5:30am. I haven’t done so in over a year and I just couldn’t sleep, [...]
When I speak of baggage I do not speak of your trusty old set of Samsonite, I am speaking of emotional baggage.
Emotional baggage is a laymen’s term for the emotional turmoil and distress that each individual experiences when confronted with a negative experience. From each experience in our life we can learn and grow. However, [...]
Service is one of the most primary, the most basic of terms within the BDSM realm. Service can loosely be defined as an act or work done by one individual to the benefit another, but what does service mean within the BDSM realm.
The need to serve is the most fundamental desire within a slave; the [...]
A few weeks ago I asked Master if he was interested in having me do some speech training, or working on restricting what I say and so forth. He came to me last night with a few that he’d been thinking about that I’m sure will be worked into my training ASAP. I’m kinda excited [...]
I’m trying towards a goal. While Master and I are still not sure where we will end up, we are certainly having a lot of ups and downs, explorations and excitement on the way. We are a first time relationship, we have agreed to work into things slowly. I’d have to say that about every [...]
Are you required to work out or keep in shape? Is that something closely monitored by your Master/Owner, or is that an area in which you are expected to be proactive? –from Kindlings
While this is a really old Kindlings prompt, I felt it fit into my current submissive life. I am working on loosing weight [...]
National Coalition for Sexual Freedom
Contact:
Susan Wright, NCSF Spokesperson
(917) 848-6544
Wave of Obscenity Prosecutions Leads to Closure and Self-Censorship of SM Websites
October 20, 2005 - Attorney General Alberto Gonzales has announced that his office will specifically target “bestiality, urination, defecation, as well as
sadistic and masochistic behavior” in pursuing new obscenity prosecutions. The Department of Justice began recruiting [...]
I hear on a daily basis that this person or that person is a natural submissive. These people don’t have to work to feel that quiet place in themselves that helps them feel the need to please and serve others. It’s just a part of who they are. For those people, there are a multitude [...]
Yes ladies and gentlemen, that’s rope in the picture and on of my favorite toys to talk about! It can be used in bondage, or turned into an impliment of torture. It leads to intricate tying and knots, fancy bondage techniques and many many colors are available.
There are two schools of thought on rope bondage; [...]
Well, yes and no.
You are expected to be exactly as you are. How are people to get to know you if you are pretending to be someone else? And if you looking for a partner, being yourself is what attracts them, not being who you think you should be around them.
Within the confines of a [...]
I have only topped someone twice in my experience. They were gifts from my Dominant partner for being so good. I’m not really allowed to go into what he allowed me to do, that is off limits conversation but I can say that I had a great time and I know that I would [...]
OK, so as I promised, yesterday Master and I had a talk while riding back from a bar meet. He says it is time for him to assert more control, that he isn’t comfortable with how he is with me. He wants to be more dominant and in turn to make me more pliable and [...]
Master and I finally talked late last night. After a bit of more heated debate about my attitude and his position we calmed down and went through our needs and expectations of each other. If you don’t do this often with your partner you will never see what things change and how we grow with [...]
I'm luna, KnyghtMare's submissive since 2004. I'm a BBW with brown hair and blue eyes. I've been married, separated, almost divorced now; living with my Master.
Master placed his permanent collar on me January 27, 2006. I'm learning and growing into the perfect submissive for him. I'm changing my behaviors, my attitude and my thought processes to become a better person.
This is an adult blog. If you get offended to talk of sex, sexuality and BDSM, please turn back now.
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