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Gratitude x5

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
List 5 things that you are grateful for in your life.
1. I’m grateful for my ability to change. Without the desire to make my life better and more fulfilling I would be stuck working at a dead end job with no happiness in my life. Since I’ve been able to change my [...]

[ More ] November 24th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Being Someone’s

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
“All my soul follows you, love encircles you and I live in being yours.” -Robert Browning
What does it mean to you to be “someone’s”?
I love this quote and when I put it in the prompts I knew I wanted to talk about how it strikes me and places me in my happy [...]

[ More ] November 10th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Strict Patience

Numerous times on this blog I have mentioned just how patient Master is with me. I’ve battled a lot of emotions and physical struggles when all he wanted was to play, tie me up and spank me. He’s been quietly waiting for me to be in the mood so that the sex and blow job [...]

[ More ] October 22nd, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Object Space

I am an object of Master’s desire. His affection and passion are poured out on me, sometimes literally. Master loves to use me as an object, be that any orifice. I am his to do as he desires and from this I get so much power. Power to submit, power to feel, power to be [...]

[ More ] October 8th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Submission |

Weight Loss: Week 3 in Review

I’m having problems with my diet program. Part of it is my fault but I really do think the other part is out of my control. First, I’m just not exercising when I have time. I like to put it off. and off. and off. Now I know that my eating is a lot better. [...]

[ More ] October 3rd, 2007 | 7 Comments | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Going Pink

It really was a hard choice for me to decide whether I was going purple for National Domestic Violence Awareness month or pink for Breast Cancer awareness. I did Domestic Violence in July for the Blogathon and I intend on doing it again next year so the decision was made. This blog is going pink [...]

[ More ] September 24th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Submission |

Step Up

There’s not a lot going on here today. Work sapped a lot of energy out of me and while I don’t know if Master has noticed he seems lost in his own little game world of EVE.
I’m going pretty well with the new push to diet and be healthy. Master is also eating healthier and [...]

[ More ] August 20th, 2007 | 5 Comments | Posted in Life |

Rope Marks

Rope bondage in this house has become a wonderful past time. Master really enjoys himself with the rope and the art that becomes my body. He says it is a different form of play then the impact or sexual play that we do because it’s more intellectual. I can tell that he really likes the [...]

[ More ] July 14th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Playtime |

Kiss The Girl

It’s the weekend and boy am I feeling frisky! Master and I have play planned for later on and I’m trying to get the house cleaned up so that the atmosphere can be just right. I’m feeling good, my sunburn is fading and doesn’t hurt anymore and it’s been a long while since I reached [...]

[ More ] July 7th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2007, Submission |

How has BDSM enhanced your relationship?

It would look nice if I answered my own questions now wouldn’t it?
Master and I have always been a D/s relationship.  He’s not the first relationship I’ve had but the first D/s one; truly. Reflecting back on the way I was raised and the way I thought a relationship should be I’ve never been more [...]

[ More ] July 3rd, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Submission, Thursday Question |

The Hardest Thing…

The Thursday Question last week was: “What has been the hardest thing for you to accept in your Dominance/submission?”
No one answered the question but I thought that this would make an excellent topic for today’s post.
The hardest thing for me to accept has been that I am not in control of a lot of things. [...]

[ More ] June 11th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Submission, Thursday Question |

Letter to Master 6-3-07

Dear Master,
I know you’ve been following my blog posts this week and the frequent conversations we have had have helped me to discover what was causing me to act the way I did. I know now that I can be open for you and stop holding myself back. It’s all about progress right? I’ll make [...]

[ More ] June 3rd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Follow the Yellow Brick Road

I’m feeling a lot better today. My cold has subsided; I just have the annoying crusty nose syndrome… anyone else think that’s worse than the runny nose to begin with? Ugh. I’m not tired all the time and Master even deemed it time to get back into sex! Yay me! Maybe by Saturday I’ll be [...]

[ More ] May 16th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Life |

Letter to Master 5-13-07

Dear Master,
I really hate being sick. Not just because I’m sick really; everyone hates that, but because I am not performing my duties as your girl. The house didn’t get cleaned this weekend, the dishes only barely got done. I’ve been been able to please you sexually and I just feel like what I have [...]

[ More ] May 16th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Object Analyzed

My boss called me up this morning and asked if he could come by. I said sure, I didn’t have any fear of anything wrong, and who would say no to your boss? Well he did my annual review. I did exceptionally well for only being with the company for 7 months (annual reviews [...]

[ More ] March 28th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Playtime, Submission |

Friends

This week marked a landmark in my weight loss struggles. I reached my lowest weight in 5 years. I do hope that I didn’t gain it all back but will have to wait till next week to weigh again to know for sure. I was very happy to say the least and hopeful that I [...]

[ More ] March 21st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Letter to Master 3-11-07

Dear Master,
This week has been fantastic for us. We’ve been able to play intensely and spend time being just together. I’m still adjusting to full-time work and I know you are too. We have more struggle before we reach the end.
The playtime we had was wonderful and I know we both got what we needed [...]

[ More ] March 13th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Dear Master 2-25-07

It’s been awhile since I posted a Letter to Master…. I still write them every Sunday. They have been disappointing to say the least. Hopefully, not any longer.
Dated 2-25-07
Dear Master,
I’ve been thinking about this letter all week. I hated that my recent letters have been lacking. There is so much that has changed in our [...]

[ More ] March 1st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Letters to Master |

A bit of the world

I’m so happy to be working full time soon. It’s scary to start planning what I want to do with what extra cash we will have. I want to pay up on the bills, move to a better apartment and fix my car. Master asked me what sort of things I wanted to spurge on [...]

[ More ] February 26th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in BlogMail |

Cliques and a Rant

Cliques are groups of people who want only to associate with themselves. They are in high schools, upper class neighborhoods and can grow anywhere else that people gather. They care only for themselves, gossip about everything, create assumptions about others not in the group and develop a self-pity party. They think they are cool and [...]

[ More ] February 25th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Uncategorized |
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