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Submissive Triggers

As we both already know, I am not naturally submissive. I don’t have the need to serve and please everyone all the time and worst of all I don’t stay in the right mindset to please you all the time either. It’s a balancing act of love and trust and desire for you that brings [...]

[ More ] February 2nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Behavior |

Becoming Famous?

I’m getting it a lot more recently. I can’t explain it really. It takes me completely by surprise and I don’t know how I’m supposed to respond. My heart bounds, my pride swells and I blush ruby red. What is it?
I’m being recognized. If not visually, as soon as someone hears my name their eyes [...]

[ More ] January 30th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Submissive Goals

The goals of any submissive are as varied as the relationship as to which they tend. I’ve been given the task of naming the goals I currently have within my submission and then explain how I plan on working towards them. A daunting task indeed! I’ve really not given it much thought honestly before now [...]

[ More ] January 29th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Mental Growth |

Give and Receive

I can with all confidence say that I am submissive. I may have lost my way for awhile and it did affect our relationship severely. You ask me again what makes me submissive and I really can’t find anything more to add to what I have already said once before. To reiterate them here; my [...]

[ More ] January 22nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Ritual and Symbolism |

Resolutions 3

My domestic goals are short and sweet.

Do not go to bed with dirty dishes piled in the sink. Dishes are to be washed before bedtime.
Pick up all rooms on a daily basis so that weekend cleaning does not take hours.
Make the bed daily when I get home from work.
Prepare more meals that left overs can [...]

[ More ] December 31st, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Protected: Letter to Master 12-30-07

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[ More ] December 30th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Resolutions 2

My submission resolutions are going to be where my hardest work is I think. Master has noted that he wants to be more strict and to get the rules I have adhered to better. I’ve been slacking and so has he. So my first goal is to improve my obedience to the rules he has [...]

[ More ] December 28th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Resolutions 1

Master suggested that I think about some resolutions for next year, some goals I’d like to set for myself. I’ve been giving it some serious thought. I am hoping to have more desire to reach these goals than I did with last years. They kinda just fell away and I forgot them. Definitely not what [...]

[ More ] December 26th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission |

Happy Anniversary Dear Blog

My blog is 3 years old today (well, yesterday). I can’t believe I’m still going strong and have things to say. It’s been a huge part of my submission development and growth as a person for Master. It was started when we got together and it’s had ups and downs just like I have. Please [...]

[ More ] December 8th, 2007 | 8 Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Checking In With Myself

On my way home from work today I was thinking about how far I’ve come since I was collared in February.  I’m amazed at how comfortable I’ve become with my role. I’m more accepting of Master’s rules and his control over me. I don’t fight quite so much. My sexual submission has come leaps and [...]

[ More ] December 5th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission |

True Submissives

Yesterday I posted a question about ‘true’-ness.
Is there such a thing as a “true” slave/submissive?
No one left any comments, perhaps we are just not willing to question?
luna says:
I don’t believe there is such a thing. I do think that people confuse the terms true and natural. I do know that there is natural submission and [...]

[ More ] November 30th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

Thursday Question #14: True Submission

Every week there will be a BDSM question posed to readers here at luna’s Journey. Feel free to answer it as candidly as you’d like. If you’d like to participate in the discussion please leave a comment on this post, send me an email or post the response on your own blog!
Is there such a [...]

[ More ] November 29th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

Day Off

Yesterday was really nice. I completely miss having friends close enough to just drop by. Seeing Selena and her husband yesterday was wonderful. I’m so glad we get along in any setting we’ve been in so far. The turkey wasn’t half bad either
I’ve been working on the Iron Gate v3.0 today. I’m very [...]

[ More ] November 23rd, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Protected: Letter to Master 11-18-07

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[ More ] November 18th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Breaking a Slave

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
How do you feel about the idea of ‘breaking a slave’?
For me, the idea of breaking a slave goes against the natural progression of a submissive/slave. I perceive it as a forced breakdown of someone’s own will, their own attitude and sometimes their own thought process.
What generally results is a blank canvas [...]

[ More ] November 17th, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Being Someone’s

From Submissive Journal Prompts:
“All my soul follows you, love encircles you and I live in being yours.” -Robert Browning
What does it mean to you to be “someone’s”?
I love this quote and when I put it in the prompts I knew I wanted to talk about how it strikes me and places me in my happy [...]

[ More ] November 10th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Cookies and Love

Well folks, I’m doing good. Master has commented a couple times about how relaxed I appear. I don’t feel as stressed as I usually am. Either I’m getting over this hurdle or the St John’s Wart is doing the trick. I’d like to think I’m doing this on my own, but a bit of natural [...]

[ More ] October 26th, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Life, Role Dynamics |

Strict Patience

Numerous times on this blog I have mentioned just how patient Master is with me. I’ve battled a lot of emotions and physical struggles when all he wanted was to play, tie me up and spank me. He’s been quietly waiting for me to be in the mood so that the sex and blow job [...]

[ More ] October 22nd, 2007 | 3 Comments | Posted in Submission |

Ever Changing Submission

I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the past few days, I’ve not been sleeping well and I’ve not been able to server Master as he would wish me to. I’m hoping that this is related to my depressive state, the weather or my current workload. I don’t want to be sick! I’ve had [...]

[ More ] October 17th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics, Submission |

Umm

It’s nearing the end of Love Our Lurkers day and I have just over 20 swats set up for my birthday thanks to comments from my readers. The beauty of this game is that it continues until the 20th! If you’ve been lurking and you come across my blog, feel free to comment! Master, of [...]

[ More ] October 12th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Life |
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