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As an incentive to see how I’m doing I’ve readded a ticker to my sidebar. You can watch how I progress to my goal for Shibaricon next year. I hope to be 50 lbs+ lighter by then. Here’s to good progress and positive results!
I’ve been exercising as scheduled with Master’s help. The access to the [...]

I’m not doing so well keeping up with my blogging rule. I know that it will end up in the punishment book to be atoned for on Sunday. I was supposed to write a letter to Master on Sunday and I didn’t blog yesterday either. Now I’m writing to kinda make up for yesterday even [...]

I have a headache, which means that this post will either be rambling or so full of thought that you wouldn’t believe I had a headache. Either way I’m sure it will be enjoyable. Come along for the ride.
I’ve been doing a lot of reevaluating my life lately. How I wonder if I’m working the [...]

Master had me take a sleeping pill last night to help me sleep. I didn’t stay asleep as I had hoped but I think the sleep I did get was more restful. I don’t feel as tired today. Thank God.
Master and I have started a bit of a sexual banter with each other. This is [...]

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

There are several aspects of appearance that I need to be aware of for Master. These are physical appearance, dress and health. Within each of these requirements I need to do certain things to appease him. I am fighting with the way I was raised, and they laziness I fell into when I got married. [...]

Yesterday was my one year anniversary of being collared. We hadn’t even noticed it until I saw the post in my memories sidebar area. I can’t believe a year has gone by. It feels like only a few months ago that he wrapped that piece of leather around my neck and I asked if I [...]

Master suggested that I think about some resolutions for next year, some goals I’d like to set for myself. I’ve been giving it some serious thought. I am hoping to have more desire to reach these goals than I did with last years. They kinda just fell away and I forgot them. Definitely not what [...]

Master and I are off balance. Lately we’ve been doing our own thing, freely snapping at each other and not very welcoming to D/s or even vanilla sexual advances. It could be all related to holiday stress, or financial strain. Master and I have stayed at our own computers and not really interacting more than, [...]

Go to your calendar and find the first entry in each month of 2007. Post the first line of it in your journal; and that’s your “Year in Review”.
January
In one year I see myself as successfully loosing some weight.
February
You can now preorder Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!
March
It’s been awhile since I posted a Letter [...]

“‘Twas the Night Before Christmas” by Unknown (kinky)
‘Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even my spouse;
The paddles were hung in the cupboard with care,
In hopes that her bottom soon would be bare;
The children were nestled at grandma’s in bed,
While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads;
And [...]

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From Submissive Journal Prompts:
How do you feel about the idea of ‘breaking a slave’?
For me, the idea of breaking a slave goes against the natural progression of a submissive/slave. I perceive it as a forced breakdown of someone’s own will, their own attitude and sometimes their own thought process.
What generally results is a blank canvas [...]

Alright so here I am again preparing to do the difficult task of losing weight. I took a short hiatus to correct my mood and now that is under control I think I can work on my diet and exercise. This week promises to be really hard. I have a lot of little goals in [...]

In two weeks I will be 30. I’m not sure how I think about this. I do know that I think about it often. It’s a milestone in my life and I don’t even know if I’ve really gotten far from my last milestone of 21. Sure I’ve traveled this journey and taken a few [...]

I just did one of the hardest things I think I’ve had to do so far in my submissive life. I went to Master and told him that I’ve been slacking on my rules and felt that I should be punished. Yesterday was my shaving day and instead of shaving it all off (save my [...]

I swear that if I weren’t so young I would think I’m entering ‘the change’. My moods have been all over the place this week and it’s driving me and Master nuts! Yesterday after a very successful and fun blow job (yup!) I crashed. I crashed big time. I’m stressed about my weight and the [...]

We got so busy yesterday with friends after work that I didn’t get to blog like I should, I’m making it up now!
Master and I have the same discussions over and over. They are always about my failings when it comes to the  sexual ballpark of blowjobs.  You hear it on this blog all the [...]

Let’s think about two different relationships. One is a husband/wife from the midwest with 3 kids. They’ve been married 15 years and to the outside they are a happy loving, successful marriage. The marriage bed is another senario altogether. The husband forces himself on her almost every night, he holds her down, spits on her [...]

Rope bondage in this house has become a wonderful past time. Master really enjoys himself with the rope and the art that becomes my body. He says it is a different form of play then the impact or sexual play that we do because it’s more intellectual. I can tell that he really likes the [...]