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Oh where oh where…

…have my sponsors all gone? I’ve had people say they were going to pledge but haven’t yet. It makes me nervous. Should I lower my goal? Is it way out of my league? Are people not wanting to pledge? I have 19 days left people, crack open those wallets!
Thank you so much to everyone who [...]

Satisfaction

Master has agreed to let me come up with writing assignment topics for my weekly assignments on my rules list. I’ve started a mental list and will make an actual list this weekend probably. Of course I’m going to be able to come up with some, but I think that those that read my blog [...]

[ More ] June 18th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Submission, Training, Writing Assignments |

The Friday Five

From The Friday Five
1. How are you stereotypically female? Caring and nurturing, emotional and soft. OH and shopping, I love shopping

2. How are you stereotypically male? I’m good at math and some science. I enjoy computer coding and women’s tits.
3. What parts of you do you consider unclassifiable as either gender? My manners, [...]

[ More ] April 20th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Benchmark

Master and I had some wonderful sex last night. I’d go into details, but it was sex people, come on. The BDSM stuff is to come this weekend when I don’t have to get up and go to work the next day. THAT I may share with you if Master allows it. I am very [...]

[ More ] April 4th, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Playtime, Submission |

Future Plans

From Submissive Journal Prompts: How do you see yourself in one year? Five years? Ten years? Why do you see yourself that way?
In one year I see myself as successfully loosing some weight. I’ll feel happier and healthier. I also hope to see myself moving closer to the submissive that I want to be. I [...]

[ More ] January 2nd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts |

Libido Slump

I’ll never understand why my libido waxes and wanes so aggressively. Just last week I was insatiable, to the point that my sex was throbbing and aching and I was begging to be left alone. Now I’m even anti touching unless it’s a hug or a kiss. I just can’t explain it. I’m really disturbed [...]

[ More ] November 27th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Skinny Thoughts |

Just Routine

A routine is another step towards the life that I see myself in as your submissive. I crave structure and order and while I’m terrible at doing this for myself, I feel that I can do it for you. I will extend myself to following a routine to please you and improve myself. I want [...]

[ More ] November 3rd, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Writing Assignments |

Nerve

I have a huge coding project on my plate now, the largest I have ever done. It’s a gaming community site, with a profile/blogging system like myspace. Ugh. I will be learning a lot by the time I get this one done. At least when I am done with it I can say that I [...]

[ More ] September 5th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Hard Work Revisit

So about 2 weeks ago I had an epiphany with the help of kaya’s wise words. Submission is hard work. The fact that I had constantly thought that Master wasn’t dominant enough turned the tables to I wasn’t submissive enough. I admit that it’s not a natural thing in me, and while many that may [...]

[ More ] August 20th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Submission, Training |

A Weekend

It’s been a long time since I’ve had a weekend in which I didn’t have school work to do, and I didn’t have to go to work. All I have to do is some housework and find time to relax and enjoy things. Relaxing is going to be the hard part. As most of you [...]

[ More ] August 5th, 2006 | 3 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Submission |

Submissive Journal Prompt #8: What makes a person submissive?

What, in your eyes, makes a person submissive?
A submissive is a man or woman that for whatever reason chooses to follow the directions, adjust to behavior modifications and submit to the power of another. These things can include but are not limited to sexual submission, domestic service, platonic recession of power, work environment with a [...]

[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Journal Prompts |

Q & A: Is pain pleasurable?

For some people pain is pleasurable. For me it certainly is. I’m terrible at discussing the how’s and whys so I’m defering to an essay from Pyschology Today:
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[ More ] July 30th, 2006 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Blogathon Pimp #5

Footsteps in the Mirror is the blog, Kamigoroshi is his name and he’s doing a “Guess what’s in the picture” challenge. I’ve not been successful once in guessing, but maybe you are better at it. Why don’t you slide on over there and take a look at his latest image and guess! Pimpage is rewarded [...]

[ More ] July 29th, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006 |

Things I fear

Mark off the things you fear. (from danaewhispering)
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[x] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[x] [...]

[ More ] July 7th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Lots going on…

There is a lot going on here that I want to talk about, so be prepared.
I’ve been in contact with my dad, who shared with me that my grandmother is gravely ill and may not make it the week coming. I’m not very close to her, but there is always the regrets that creep up [...]

[ More ] July 2nd, 2006 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blogathon 2006, Skinny Thoughts |

Crash and Burn

I’ve begun to experience computer problems and while Master and I are sure it’s a hardware issue, we don’t have a clue as to what hardware it could be. We can’t afford to just swap pieces out as we try to diagnose so it may be that one day my computer will just die and [...]

[ More ] June 16th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Wake the Beast

I am to wake Master this morning with sexual activities. He requested and so I must provide. Sound easy right? Not really with Master’s usual disposition after waking, his method of wrapping the blankets so tight around himself after I’ve risen and my sometimes inability to be horny at just the right time.
Tactics must be [...]

[ More ] May 17th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Chasing the cat

So, the big question today is, does chasing the cat around the house count as exercise? The reason I bring this up is two-fold. First, it’s not something I normally do, so I count all that as exercise usually. Second, it was so hilarious I thought I’d have to share.
I have a cat that loves [...]

[ More ] April 26th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Uncategorized |

Ramblings

From Submissive Journal Prompts: “I like looking feminine and I enjoy being a role model. I enjoy being a woman. It all comes down to having the confidence to be who you are.” - Cathy Freeman
I love lingerie, however I rarely take it as an occasion to put some on. I like the way it [...]

[ More ] April 24th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Journal Prompts, Life |

Thinking too much

I’ve been working all day on homework and final projects. I feel like if I think any more my head will explode. I am nowhere near done either. So much to do, so much to do. I hope I can get more accomplished tomorrow. I am feeling the stress.
I started making my graduation announcements today. [...]

[ More ] April 8th, 2006 | No Comments | Posted in Poetry, Training |
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