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Well, after 3 weeks of nausea with the Prozac and a recommendation from the Dr to try taking it at night I have switched medicines. The nights have been horrible and I just can’t stay asleep, it’s not restful sleep and it’s worrying Master to boot. I’m going to start Celexa on Friday morning. We’ll [...]

I’m having issues with concentration today. I’m hoping to get better but with all of the floods happening in the area every bit of news I catch is distracting me from doing anything but watch about the weather. I worry about everyone that the floods have displaced. I am troubled about work and the one [...]

Just a short post today. I have a lot of thoughts rolling around in my head; mostly sparked from FetLife and would like to formulate them before I post them. I do need to update everyone on my diet and exercise so here goes!
This week was really good with exercise. I did the Walk Away [...]

Last week I wrote about my issues with exercise and dieting in general. After that post Master spoke to me about how he doesn’t like the depression I get into when I don’t do well with my diet. It was a difficult discussion for me because I knew that if I asked him to take [...]

Master had me take a sleeping pill last night to help me sleep. I didn’t stay asleep as I had hoped but I think the sleep I did get was more restful. I don’t feel as tired today. Thank God.
Master and I have started a bit of a sexual banter with each other. This is [...]

I’ve gained 5 lbs in one week. Surprising right? Well not as bad as the fact that I asked Master to be my conscience and I never listened to him. He’d ask me if I really needed to eat something and I’d just go ahead and do it. It’s my own darn fault and like [...]

It’s Sunday again, and you know what that means. I have stepped on the scale to see if this week will show improvement from last week. If you all remember I was up quite a bit because of my period but that’s over now. I was 318.5.
Today’s weigh in: 313.5
Yup, that’s right, I stood on [...]

This morning I got up to weigh feeling very hesitant to step on the scale. I’ve not been doing so well with my food intake at night and I’m also on my period so I knew I was bloated and the number was going to be off. I’m hoping that next week has a better [...]

Reward this week if I reach 60 mins exercise: $5 towards new sofa/futon ($245 to go)
Monday 11-5

Calories: 1923
Water: 65 oz.
Exercise: 0 minutes

Today I was off balance emotionally. I felt like I couldn’t get enough done, even though I accomplished almost everything on my to do list. I didn’t eat a healthy dinner (I had 3 [...]

Alright so here I am again preparing to do the difficult task of losing weight. I took a short hiatus to correct my mood and now that is under control I think I can work on my diet and exercise. This week promises to be really hard. I have a lot of little goals in [...]