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Master has a beautiful cock. I love just looking at it. He is generally okay with my analysis when I like to stroke the veins, play with the triangular patch of skin of his ball sack until it wrinkles and I love watching it grow and move. I could spend hours transfixed at his crotch [...]

I’m a stats whore. I love checking my stats almost 3 times a day (maybe more). I’ve watched my stats fall quite drastically since January. I’m not sure what has changed in my writing to cause it, but I know that I have a regular following and I have readers and commenters that I love. [...]

Sometimes when you are itching for some play it’s a very specific type of play that you want. In our relationship I’m free to ask for what I want, but Master does not have to comply. Today I asked Master for some helpless fuck whore time. I wanted to be bound so that I couldn’t [...]

Tonight I am coloring my hair; at this very moment the creme is changing my hair from a dark brown to something auburn-ish. I haven’t colored my hair in over 4 years. I always had the perception that Master would want it natural. The fact that he went and helped me pick it out was [...]

I am an object of Master’s desire. His affection and passion are poured out on me, sometimes literally. Master loves to use me as an object, be that any orifice. I am his to do as he desires and from this I get so much power. Power to submit, power to feel, power to be [...]

We got so busy yesterday with friends after work that I didn’t get to blog like I should, I’m making it up now!
Master and I have the same discussions over and over. They are always about my failings when it comes to the  sexual ballpark of blowjobs.  You hear it on this blog all the [...]

The nipple clamp training is going nowhere. I can’t get past 5 minutes. Master tried to lift the ring in the middle today and I about panicked. This isn’t fair. I want to please him and I want to be able to take more pain, especially in the nipples where he seems to get the [...]

This one was emailed to me just awhile ago and I decided it would be on the half hour post and not a spur post.
As many of you are curious to know I’m sure… what do I do? As in, I assume, what sexual things do I enjoy. Master and I have sex a lot, [...]

This isn’t about food, it’s about sex. Today has been a glutonous day.
Creeping back into bed this morning just about time to wake Master and my butt is pressed into him, his arms wrapped around me so tight that I felt wonderfully comforted. Then he begins to stir and I wiggle my ass, his hands [...]

Master just told me I should say that more often. I’m sure there are many things he wants me to do more often.
Master and I are recovering from some “Master’s whore” time. Boy was it wonderful to feel so well used and into my part. I feel like myself and that I can be free [...]

As I go around the blogland I always come back to one point. Some people are really good at telling stories, others sharing their lives and still others aren’t good for anything but quizes and tag games. (No offense to anyone really, this is just a generality.) I try to figure out where I am [...]

This isn’t the normal discussion of internet 3rd person speech by Gorean slaves. This is 3rd person speech that I have noticed in my own relationship. I don’t see it as a bad thing, just unusual. It drives me, and I know that Master is receptive to it too.
Within a scene, be it sexual or [...]

I was beginning to wonder if Master and I would ever play again. It has been at least 2 months since I’ve felt rope binding my wrists or the stinging ache of a spanking. Last night Master asked me if I would like to have some light play. I couldn’t wait. Now, I “owed” him [...]

I woke today with a really weird feeling. I felt I was forgetting something. I still feel that way but I can’t think what it is. I hope I can figure it out soon. I don’t enjoy the unsettled mind.
I also need to make time to do some cleaning. I just don’t know why I [...]

How did you meet the person you serve?
I have had people all around asking me how I met Master. It’s a great story, and one I’d like to have written down somewhere anyhow, so why not now. It makes me smile just thinking of it.
I met Master in June of 2003 in an IRC chat [...]

That essay test yesterday was very challenging. I hope I did a good job. I filled up the entire bluebook. Now that the stress is gone from that test I can relax a bit. WRONG I have so much homework this weekend, I will be running hard just to catch up. Thank god Spring Break [...]