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Flames, Soul Mates and Past Love

Thank you so much for all the wonderful comments and thoughts on Soul Mates in my Thursday Question this week. I loved reading each and every one!
My idea of soul mates really did come from fantasy romance novels as a teenager. I loved the idea of a man to come sweep me off my feet [...]

[ More ] February 8th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Submission |

Rope Mecca Here We Come!

Well, it’s official. Master is registered for ShibariCon 2008 and I will be by the end of the month! Then we have the train ticket to get and we can save money for the hotel and other entertainment! Oh god I’m so excited.
I’ve gotten to really love rope, and I know that I will enjoy [...]

[ More ] February 6th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Courtesy, Respect and Address

I’ve had to learn a lot about courtesy and respect since I met Master. I am ashamed to admit that my family was rude, obnoxious and crude. I picked it up and didn’t bat an eyelash when I treated people poorly. I was described by my best friend as being harsh and without tact. I [...]

[ More ] February 5th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Behavior |

Submissive Triggers

As we both already know, I am not naturally submissive. I don’t have the need to serve and please everyone all the time and worst of all I don’t stay in the right mindset to please you all the time either. It’s a balancing act of love and trust and desire for you that brings [...]

[ More ] February 2nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Behavior |

Becoming Famous?

I’m getting it a lot more recently. I can’t explain it really. It takes me completely by surprise and I don’t know how I’m supposed to respond. My heart bounds, my pride swells and I blush ruby red. What is it?
I’m being recognized. If not visually, as soon as someone hears my name their eyes [...]

[ More ] January 30th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Life |

Submissive Goals

The goals of any submissive are as varied as the relationship as to which they tend. I’ve been given the task of naming the goals I currently have within my submission and then explain how I plan on working towards them. A daunting task indeed! I’ve really not given it much thought honestly before now [...]

[ More ] January 29th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Mental Growth |

Positive Attitude

Today it is all about my attitude. Not that I’m a smart mouth and need it slapped clear off my face, but that I’m very negative. Master has always seen that in me and so have many of the readers of my blog. I don’t want to be negative and can’t really understand why I’m [...]

[ More ] January 26th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Submission |

Situation: Driving

What can a Dom do to show control over a submissive whether they are live in or not? These ideas have to be keeping in mind that the submissive has to work and be visible in public. They also have to keep in mind male and female submissives.
My mind went nuts over each individual activity [...]

[ More ] January 24th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Training |

Give and Receive

I can with all confidence say that I am submissive. I may have lost my way for awhile and it did affect our relationship severely. You ask me again what makes me submissive and I really can’t find anything more to add to what I have already said once before. To reiterate them here; my [...]

[ More ] January 22nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Ritual and Symbolism |

Types of BDSM Relationships

Each relationship that we pursue is going to be unique and different. We can not compare one person’s dynamic with another’s even if we can agree that it is under the term of BDSM that we hold this relationship. In a recent comment on the post Speech Training there came up a need for me [...]

[ More ] January 16th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Immobility

After putting my wrist braces on I prepared myself for what Master had planned.
He handed me a couple ear plugs and explained that not only was I going to be tied to the bed using our new tie down points, but I was going to be thrown into sensory deprivation.  He secured thatdamngag in my [...]

[ More ] January 7th, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Playtime |

Cleaning Out the Closet

I’ve come to the understanding that I am a blog addict. Master mentions all the time that I am constantly reading blogs. With ease I have them all in my RSS reader so that I don’t have to click the 50+ links on my sidebar everyday. The new information comes to me. Now most of [...]

[ More ] January 2nd, 2008 | No Comments | Posted in Behavior, Life |

Resolutions 3

My domestic goals are short and sweet.

Do not go to bed with dirty dishes piled in the sink. Dishes are to be washed before bedtime.
Pick up all rooms on a daily basis so that weekend cleaning does not take hours.
Make the bed daily when I get home from work.
Prepare more meals that left overs can [...]

[ More ] December 31st, 2007 | 2 Comments | Posted in Submission |

New Year’s Meme

I’ve seen this floating around and thought I’d add my own thoughts:
1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
Went to a porn shop. I’ve not been afraid to, just never had the desire. Now I think Master and I go just as frequently as any other specialty store.
2. Did you keep [...]

[ More ] December 31st, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Holidailies |

Protected: Letter to Master 12-30-07

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[ More ] December 30th, 2007 | Enter your password to view comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Resolutions 2

My submission resolutions are going to be where my hardest work is I think. Master has noted that he wants to be more strict and to get the rules I have adhered to better. I’ve been slacking and so has he. So my first goal is to improve my obedience to the rules he has [...]

[ More ] December 28th, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Role Dynamics |

Letter to Master 12-23-07

Dear Master,
It’s almost Christmas and I think I may have found my happy thoughts again. I’m sorry you had to endure a long bout of depression and crankiness. I’ve felt pretty good the past few days. The stirring of my sexual desire is definitely a good sign. I’ll be ravaging you soon enough I [...]

[ More ] December 23rd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Letters to Master |

Thursday Question #17 Review

This week we talked about Fear Play and how it enhances your play. Come see what people had to say.
Do you participate in Fear Play with your partner? What is a reoccurring fear that is enhanced in your play?
Sarah says:
Sensory deprivation was my first bottoming experience, and I love it to this day. Hell, [...]

[ More ] December 22nd, 2007 | No Comments | Posted in Thursday Question |

The Scales

Master and I are off balance. Lately we’ve been doing our own thing, freely snapping at each other and not very welcoming to D/s or even vanilla sexual advances. It could be all related to holiday stress, or financial strain. Master and I have stayed at our own computers and not really interacting more than, [...]

[ More ] December 21st, 2007 | 1 Comment | Posted in Role Dynamics |

This Christmas Feeling

Grinch syndrome. I have it bad.  It started when I didn’t even want to put up a Christmas tree or dig out any decorations. Then I really wasn’t in the mood to make cookies, but I really wanted the snacks so that won out. I didn’t send Christmas cards and I’m not ho ho happy.
I’m [...]

[ More ] December 17th, 2007 | 4 Comments | Posted in Life |
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