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As an incentive to see how I’m doing I’ve readded a ticker to my sidebar. You can watch how I progress to my goal for Shibaricon next year. I hope to be 50 lbs+ lighter by then. Here’s to good progress and positive results!
I’ve been exercising as scheduled with Master’s help. The access to the [...]

So, my good intentions from last week’s weigh in didn’t go well. I haven’t done any exercise even though I get reminders in my mailbox every single day. I just end up deleting them after the day is up, knowing another is coming. I’m trying to figure out how to exercise at work other than [...]

Alright folks… the verdict is: 311. Yup, I’m still 311. No loss, no gain. It’s one of those good and bad things. I’m happy I didn’t gain any weight but kinda saddened I haven’t lost a single pound yet. Not that I’m too surprised, it is just the beginning of a long journey. It is [...]

From Submissive Journal Prompts: Do you work outside the home? How does that affect your dynamic? What do you do to define your work mindset from your submissive one?
Obviously if you have ever read my blog then you know that I work outside the home every day. I work in an office setting and leave [...]

If you’ve followed my diet journal you know that for the past 6 months I’ve been struggling to get below 302. I’m really stuck and have been at a loss for what to do to help me get going again. I brought these concerns to Master just over 2 weeks ago because even though it’s [...]

I’ll never understand why my libido waxes and wanes so aggressively. Just last week I was insatiable, to the point that my sex was throbbing and aching and I was begging to be left alone. Now I’m even anti touching unless it’s a hug or a kiss. I just can’t explain it. I’m really disturbed [...]

Just six more days and I’m a college graduate. I’ve never thought this day would come. I’ve had a lot of trials in my life that would speak to everyone else that I’m just not going to make it. I’ve had a failed marriage, near bankruptcy, a loss of a home to live in… twice, [...]

I’ve been going to bed early the past 3 nights. I just feel an overwhelming tiredness and fall asleep almost instantly. Am I sick? Am I overdoing it when I work out? Am I not getting the right nutrients? Is it because of my lack of caffeine? I wish I could figure it out. It [...]

Today I as awoke I had the feeling that I needed to take inventory on my life and the direction it’s going. I am unsure why, but I find myself thinking about it more often now that I am almost done with school and Master has regular jobs (although the payments for said jobs are [...]

Today was my first day exercising at the campus wellness center. I really liked it and actually had thoughts of me doing it frequently. I will look forward to *L* and my workout days. I did about 10 min on the stationary bike and 10 min of weight machines, then for cool down I walked [...]

You never know about the little things that make you feel fulfilled. And yet why is it that they small things that annoy you REALLY annoy you?
Let’s use this example. You get hugs, lots of hugs and reassurance, reaffirmation and love from your Dominant. Do you begin to take them for granted? Do they become [...]

I know it’s going to sound like I’m counting down the days or something, but this diet isn’t something that keeps my motivation or sustains my willpower for very long. Truthfully it isn’t a hard diet to follow. I’m not on a major reduction of food, I’m just required more variety. Exercise will be the [...]